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how I look like in real life
I am 23 years old and live in Germany and study laws.
I was born in Moskau, the heart of Russia and lived there for almost 10 years.
I can be an angel but also a devil, which one will you chose? ^.~


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I am love in the face of hate
I am kindness in the face of ridicule
I am strength in the face of diversity
I am patience in the face of the mule
I will not run away from fear, I will not run and hide
I am bravery, I am pride
I will make a difference in this world, big or small
That is my promise to me , my promise to all





♪♫ I can see beyond the borders of here
And I know there's more for me
I'm not afraid to face what they fear
If it means I can be free
Discourage me if you think you can
But I won't stop till I'm out of here
Yeah,I just don't give a damm
Not afraid to face what they fear ♪♫




I just got a letter from this gorgeous girl who wrote that she was bulimic and anorexic. It hurts to see that the world is so focused on what's outside and not very concerned with what's inside.
I think happy people are beautiful. Whenever someone is comfortable in their own skin and radiates sunlight all around them, u can't really say that they are ugly. The words would just not come out of your mouth.
People see you the way you see yourself. If you surround yourself with good vibrations and eliminate the negative ones, u see how the world around you starts treating you differently.
If you stand in front of a mirror every day, saying how ugly you look, do u even imagine what kind of an energy you are putting out there? words are powerful! and your poor little body that is working so hard for your well being every day, feels destroyed to hear all this bad stuff about itself. Instead, tell your body how much u appreciate it being healthy, getting u from point a to point b. Helping u with every way it can. it deserves some respect and kind words, don't u think?
Everything is how we choose to see it.
don't wait around to become who you wanna be. People always have all kinds of excuses like..."oh, after I'm getting my new haircut, I'm gonna feel just great". or..."my new car is gonna make my life complete". Not really, u know.
I kinda started drawing all this weird stuff and moon marks on my face and just not caring and having fun with my existence. Let's just enjoy it, it's not gonna last forever. We can be whoever we wanna be right now. The world is gonna
disappear. In hundred years nobody is gonna know who we were. isn't that liberating?
If you think you are beautiful, worthy and wonderful - the world will treat u as beautiful, worthy and wonderful.
Of course everyone sometimes falls back into a self pity mode, where we just feel hopeless and horrible about everything and get really freaked out. But hey, we're just people. we are sensitive, vibrational and absolutely insane. And our struggle is perfect like we are perfect. Without having anything to overcome, we would be selfish, boring and stupid. Nothing makes u grow faster than obstacles. Constantly pushing our limits. Facing our fears. And suddenly we are able to deal with the things that we didn't think were possible to deal with.
So many people just live in their nice little cozy zone and do the things that the society thinks they should do. And they are absolutely miserable because they are not pushing themselves, they are not moving - they are like still water that goes bad when it can't flow.
When you choose to change yourself and your universe and live the life you wanna live, u instantly pose a threat to their identity. They have got their nice little life down and now something around them is changing!? oh no!
They will make sure to tell u that u are out of your mind.
But you are not.
You, and nobody else knows what you are capable of
just do it
fall down, get up, fall down, get up and keep going

We are beautiful creatures. We are the perfect children of god. Perfect little pieces of puzzle making this one big picture. If one of the pieces were different, the puzzle would be incomplete.
~ by Kerli




Skype funquotes

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[21:33:13] July: WHAT KIND OF LOGIC IS THAT!!!!
[21:33:27] Hooplas: 8DDD p***s LOGIC
[21:33:31] July: xDDDDDDDDDD
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[03:30:37] Hooplas: If I had a p***s
I'd be finding me a good girl
[03:30:52] Hooplas: to bring home to my mom <:
[03:31:00] Hooplas: I BET YOU DIDN'T EXPECT ME TO SAY THAT
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[21:41:15] Hooplas: Oh backstreet boys, how you tease me~
[21:41:27] July: xDDD
[21:41:35] July: backstreet boys? o.O
[21:41:44] Hooplas: American boy band XD
[21:41:52] Hooplas: From like
[21:41:53] July: i know the backstreet boys -.-
[21:41:54] Hooplas: 10 years ago
[21:41:57] Hooplas: xDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
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[01:05:51] Hooplas: ******** this s**t
[01:05:54] Hooplas: I will be a nun
[01:09:22] July: i said this too
[01:09:32] July: but then i decided to turn lebian before a nun
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[29.09.2009 23:57:33] [JK]: i feel used D:
[29.09.2009 23:59:27] July: sorry v.v
would you feel better if you would consider me as your pimp? 8D
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[18:04:16] Hooplas: WHO SET OFF THE ******** FIRE ALARM AGAIN?!
[18:04:19] Hooplas: BITCHES (I love you for saying this almost everyday icon_xd.gif )
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[21:45:00] July: i need to be in bed in 1 hour
[21:45:08] FairyDustN: oh ok why?
[21:45:11] July: please make sure that i will go to bed in 1 hour
[21:45:14] July: because if i wont
[21:45:20] July: i will wake up late
[21:45:28] July: and then won't be able to write on my pperwork Y_Y
[21:45:28] FairyDustN: omg i'm babysitting you : ))
[21:45:34] July: yes kinda xD
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[00:16:44] Hooplas: I NEEDS MY MONIES *dinosaur stomp*
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about my best friends here:
[00:06:16] Hooplas: Because I'm creepy as ******** xD
[00:09:30] FairyDustN: sorry i'm so moody today icon_crying.gif
<--- in two different chats xD
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[23:13:13] FairyDustN: yep
[23:13:52] FairyDustN: i have 6 bundles i cant sell i cant open damn it : ))
[23:14:02] FairyDustN: i hate waiting <<
[23:16:41] July: xD
[23:16:48] July: put them in storage locker
[23:16:54] July: this way they wont tempt you
[23:17:24] FairyDustN: if you were in my position i'm sure you would open them : ))
[23:18:20] July: no i wouldnt xD
[23:18:32] FairyDustN: yeah sure xD
[23:22:02] FairyDustN: if i know you a bit --> i can open one its ok i have 54 boxes after opening one ---> i can open one more i still have 53 later --> Bearrrrrrrrr i opened all my boxess i didnt get anything icon_crying.gif <.< >.>
[23:22:05] FairyDustN: xD
[23:22:27] July: -.-
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[18:48:39] FairyDustN: we are so pathetic i'm telling you.. What do you want bear and angel??? Answer expensive gaia itemssss yayyyyyyyyyy! ppl: morons <.<
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*backgroundstory*
[03:40:27] Hooplas: So that makes him my b***h
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[04:04:18] July: we have a woman here who died on swine flu y.y
[04:04:21] July: i am scared now
[04:06:42] [ JK ]: dang D:
[04:06:50] [ JK ]: well take care of yourself
[04:06:57] July: yeaah i know
[04:06:58] July: ><
[04:06:58] [ JK ]: and don't kiss strangers
[04:07:02] July: -.-
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[04:18:51] Hooplas: I DON'T WANT NO SCRUB
[04:18:58] Hooplas: A SCRUB IS A GUY THAT CAN GET NO LOVE FROM ME
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a friend: [3:05] it's hopeless because he's already decided they're good
nothing you can do until they shoot themselves in the foot
blindness and ignorance make happiness







Total Value: 369,681,059 Gold
After Exclusions: 369,248,979 Gold
[Item Information]

Item List:
Lunar Hairpin
Angelic Pendant
Angelic Halo
Pale Marionette
Elegant Veil
Pale Marionette
Pale Marionette
Diapered Egg 2nd gen.
Masquerade 9th Gen.
Gaia-sama
Valhalla\'s Eternal Armor

questing Angelic Halo and Gaia-sama x__X



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LifeSuxEatCake

11/26/2009 1:59 pm

LifeSuxEatCake

xD Bow down to the power of the rainbow puke D:<
Ungoliath

11/26/2009 8:24 am

Ungoliath

I know everything ninja
Ungoliath

11/26/2009 8:03 am

Ungoliath

No, you get my wrong. I KNOW it will evolve. Along with Case, Ace and a new EI; Noel's Gift.
Ungoliath

11/26/2009 7:58 am

Ungoliath

Thanks, it's just a dump while I wait for the pendant to evolve.
Galagad

11/26/2009 3:00 am

Galagad

That arent arguments. That are excuses.
Queen Ladyvine

11/25/2009 8:53 pm

Queen Ladyvine

Zoo rras vit chea! I know just a little bit a o Russian from some of my family. I love the video on your profile! It's so cute!
Malignant Virus

11/25/2009 8:17 pm

Malignant Virus

Thanks! Thanks! And mo thanks. xD

Lol, I love the music on your profile. It's really cute xD
Kabuki Kyoshiro

11/25/2009 5:57 pm

Kabuki Kyoshiro

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VxOQTaLTFrU >,....,>
Valheita

11/25/2009 5:46 pm

Valheita

Oh my.

Fortunately, I'm not allowed to move threads in the SF yet.
Valheita

11/25/2009 5:22 pm

Valheita

If they get too bad, I have a shotgun somewhere xd

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