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It's so hard to forget pain, but it's even harder to remember sweetness. We have no scar to show for happiness. We learn so little from peace.

As a Human Being, you hate & fear what you don't understand so I forgive you for fearing me.

Your problems mean nothing. Deal with it.

No Matter How Much Anyone Could Try, You Could Never Forget

" I shall not forget my heart...

...even if remembering brings me pain..."

If I could find you now, things would get better. We could leave this town and run forever.

"I'm Going Over The Stars."

"You're not the first to dream this, little girl.
You know it's never happened once in this world.
It never crossed my mind
that one so young could hope to find,
a power greater than my own."

I laugh, I love, I hope, I try,
I hurt, I need, I fear, I cry,
And I know you do the same things too,
So we're not that different, me and you.

Smile
Like you've got nothing to prove
No matter what you might do
There's always someone out there cooler than you

There will never be so much love in
this world that we couldn't stand for a little more.

They say dreams are the windows of the soul--take a peek and you can see the inner workings, the nuts and bolts.

No one is worth your tears and the only one that is will never make you cry.

"Humans are cowards in the face of happiness."

I see the shadows falling,
The forms of old recalling;
Around me tread the mighty dead,
And slowly pass away.

Its the little things he did that made me smile which made me fall completly in love with him

what a shame, we all became such fragile, broken things.

A Thousand Cranes gets you close to your small wish
And draw me close to you.
Without even returning a smile, in my memories,
Just as I was counting my breaths,
That last moment appeared.
I heard your voice in the morning when everything was lost
"The two of us cannot be together"

Someday I want to forget my deep struggling breaths.
But despite my wish for strength
I'm shriveled up

It's a basic truth of the human condition that everybody lies. The only variable is about what.

"The dance is a poem of which each movement is a word."

"Love is a decision not an emotion or feeling,that if made from the heart will outlast anything..."

Are we in love? Do we deserve
To bear the shame of this whole world?
And like the night we camouflage
Denial.

"Love is like a gun, only its hidden behind a veil of sweetness and kisses.
It kills deceptively - with no trace of honor."

"Your eyes are the windows to your soul..."

What is love, but a war?
A battle you struggle to survive in.
A fight to earn your place.
What is love, but a message?
The situations so puzzling.
The emotions constantly changing in each second.
... What really is love? ...

Name: Jolene(Jo-lean is how you say it)
Age: Don't you want to know.
Hates: Fake People and Know It Alls.
Fav. Color: Green, Black, Blue, Silver and White.
Fruit: Strawberries
Flower: White Roses
Hair Color: Brown(But should be Blue soon)
Eye Color: It Depends(Sometimes Blue, Grey, Hazel or Green)
Height: 4'11"
Birthday: August 14
Youtube: http://www.youtube.com/user/saphfireraven


You Are a Red Crayon


Your world is colored with bright, vivid, wild colors.
You have a deep, complex personality - and you are always expressing something about yourself.
Bold and dominant, you are a natural leader. You have an energy that is intense... and sometimes overwhelming.
Your reaction to everything tends to be strong. You are the master of love-hate relationships.

Your color wheel opposite is green. Green people are way too mellow to understand what drives your energy.


Total Value: 959,196 Gold
After Exclusions: 881,274 Gold
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Item List:
Gray Peasant Gloves
Natural Jade Pendant
Lucky Star
Oculus Magica
Lovely Genie Black Belly Gem
Lovely Genie Double Gold Earrings
Padmavati\'s Lotus
Panda Plushie
Inari\'s Beads 10th Gen
Padmavati\'s Lotus 7th Gen.
Dreamer\'s Dust
Elemental Hair
G-LOL Orange Gown
Sparkling Eyes Clown Makeup



Total Value: 120,804 Gold
After Exclusions: 90,154 Gold
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Mythic Hair
Lovely Genie Black Belly Gem
Lovely Genie Double Gold Earrings
Sparkling Eyes Clown Makeup
Natural Amethyst Pendant
Cheshire Cat Tail
The Lusty Scoundrel
Gift of the Goddess
Bloody Mary Mistress High Heels
Kokeshi Kimono




Total Value: 22,221 Gold
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Bloody Mary Mistress High Heels
sunFlare top
Spirited 2k7 Jeans
Autumn Glory

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“It's my ******** life and - you know what? - nobody invited you... so there's the door.”


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jesse4169

09/12/2009 8:09 pm

jesse4169

i am good =]
jesse4169

09/12/2009 8:05 pm

jesse4169

hi how is u =]
aircutter

09/12/2009 7:24 pm

aircutter

no, i am going to do it on the computer:

bad thing: no printer on this one, so i have to go to my uncle's
jesse4169

09/12/2009 7:18 pm

jesse4169

hi =]
aircutter

09/12/2009 7:12 pm

aircutter

there, i sent my playlist to you. took me a while to find all the videos
aircutter

09/12/2009 6:40 pm

aircutter

she is in 4th grade lol
aircutter

09/12/2009 6:26 pm

aircutter

its alright... it may not be the same, but if you want, i can PM you the videos on the playlists
aircutter

09/12/2009 5:51 pm

aircutter

you are always hyper...

hmm... try to go on mine, see if it likes you this time

it is the top one on my profile
aircutter

09/12/2009 5:45 pm

aircutter

what, the playlist?
aircutter

09/12/2009 5:39 pm

aircutter

Well... Alternative, Metal, Orchestra (Nobuo Uematsu), rock, non-english of the previous, sometimes, and sometimes the opening music to anime XD

i am in my VJ Playlist, you can join me if you want.

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Don't know what's going on
Don't know what went wrong
Feels like a hundred years
I still can't believe you're gone

So, I'll stay up all night
With these bloodshot eyes
While these walls surround me
With the story of our life

1992 - 2007
I will never get over it, Matt