sometimes i wonder wth am i still doing here in gaia, when the only reason why i existed here is already far away from me..
i know.. am annoying sometimes and boring..but thats just me, if you dont talk then thats how it would turn out.
just lately i feel i am non-existent.. that things have definitely changed in 360 degrees, and i cant move on.. probably yes..im stucked...
"eeyore reminds me of a girl named christie - so fragile. just the stare of this stuffed toy reminds me of emo chris.. i tend to feel very protective when someone gives me this kinda look."
"early morning with beer..a very melancholic morning."
"i lost a lot of weight.. because im depress and sad, sometimes i cry, i know..it isnt manly but im badly hurt... my life isnt the same as it used to be before.. my sunshine was taken by another cloud and promise to protect her and be his guardian angel..perhaps little miss sunshine agreed to be with mr.cloud than to be with mr.nimbus.. now im nothing..nor do i have a place in her heart anymore...yes, i cry"
"i love this girl..she makes my heart beat & has completely conquered my heart..thou she broke my heart many times to pieces,....i still love her....."
***i promise, i wont cry again id try not to...nor would i complain, rant or annoy you..
