things have been screwed up. i'd appreciate if no one would mess with me. i'm not gonna mention a lot because some people have a problem with me speaking the truth. me and my mom are having issues and it's hard for me to trust anyone. i don't want to hurt anyone ( or a certain person) but what happens happens and i might lose another good thing. i'm thinking of taking a leave on gaia because i'm tired of all this drama going on, but what can i do?