What happened to the girl I knew?
What happened to the girl;
With the spark in her step?
With the fierce independence?
What happened to that fighter?
I look at her now
Her face is tear-stained
Her strut taken form her
Her head cast down
What happened to the girl
Who said," Never accept defeat!"
When did she become SO defeated?
She used to stand so strong
What knocked her down?
Will she ever come back?
She seems so distant and far away
Will I ever come back...

Today I went to class
I did nothing but stare and wonder
About all my toil and timber

I thought about what you did to me
I thought about how it came to be
I felt so lonely at the time
I felt like I didn't have a dime

Now I'm musing what to do
Knowing I will always think of you

Even though we are not together
I care about you more than ever
When we talk I feel so close to you
I don't know what I'm supposed to do

I have almost forgotten what you did to me
I was hurting in every part of me
I was sad knowing this is how it came to be
But now I am happy that you are there for me

I gave you my tears
I gave you my heart
You made me happy
Right from the start

When I write this now
I start to think
How happy you make me
For you and only you I must thank

Friends that watch your back
Friends that play with your heart
All act the same from the start
Before you know it some disappear
Others stay beside you for life
Those are the friends
The best friends

Love's restricted to those we know
Care not for others but ourselves
When doctors and lawyers are criminals
What's gone wrong with this world

Love lost, panic started
Do something to change it
Before it's perished

The world is lost without our love
Cherish it, adore it
Before it's lost

I hate the way you talk to me,
and the way you cut your hair.

I hate the way you drive my car,
I hate it when you stare.
I hate your big dumb combat boots
and the way you read my mind.
I hate you so much it makes me sick,
it even makes me rhyme.
I hate the way you're always right,
I hate it when you lie.
I hate it when you make me laugh,
even worse when you make me cry.
I hate it when you're not around,
and the fact that you didn't call.
But mostly I hate the way I don't hate you,
not even close
not even a little bit
not even at all.

Lying here
I think of you
wish I had my cell right now
I yearn to hear your voice.
Maybe it'll calm me down
Help me think this over twice
squeeze me tight and look me down
kiss me like you mean it
and all I ever knew was hate
but now I know you've sealed my fate
I know what I want to say
Know it'll come out wrong
Read this over many times
think of all those meaningless songs
Now they all make sense to me
To my heart I give you the key
Don't lose it, give away or shatter, please
What all this is wrapped in three words
I Love you.

I don't want to be Cinderella
I'm trying to get my own fella
not a Prince Charming in the the story books
one that actually has good looks
not one who looks liek plastic
and I'm not trying to be sarcastic
needs to be rough,rugged, and wear old spice
get into trouble and not too nice
be a man, stand up for himself
not a trophy on his top shelf
I want a guy who don't ask to kiss you
he's not afraid to say "I miss you,"
all I want is a guy that pleases me
someone I can trust with my heart's key
is that too much to ask?
apparently not if I've found you

OR! the emo ending

obviously too much for the fates to give me

Today I met a great new friend
Who knew me right away
It was funny how she understood
All I had to say

She listened to my problems
She listened to my dreams
We talked about love and life
She'd been there, too, it seems

I never once felt judged by her
She knew just how I felt
She seemed to just accept me
And all the problems I'd be dealt

She didn't interrupt me
Or need to have her say
She just listened very patiently
and didn't go away

I wanted her to understand
How much this meant to me
but as I went to hug her
Something startled me

I put my arms in front of me
and went to pull her nearer
And realized my new best friend
Was nothing but a mirror

"When people get hurt, they learn to hate.. when people
hurt others,they become hated and racked with guilt. but
knowing that pain allows people to be kind. PAIN allows
people to grow...and how you grow is up to you."- Jiraiya

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