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- Member Since
- 08/17/2007
- Location
- The Utopian Playland
- Occupation
- Grand Poobah of the Known Universe
- Gender
- Female
- Website
- Personal Website
Interests
- Favorite Movies/Anime
- Horror Movies Monster Movies Mel Brooks Vampire Hunter D Gargoyles
- Favorite TV Shows
- Who's Line is it Anyway? Smallville Documentaries
- Favorite Reads
- R.A. Salvatore Stephen King Shakespeare Edgar Allen Poe
- Favorite Music/Bands
- Classical World Music Dance Techno Dr. Steel Classic Rock Rock Metal
- Hobbies/Interests
- Dr. Steel for World Emperor Scrapbooking Graphic Design Thinking Reading Crafts
Wish List
About
Jello my name is Lyssa (obviously), this is my only account on Gaia, and I am an adult of thirty (30) years and counting. I am more than happy to talk to or help anyone I meet, but I do ask that if you are not an adult, please keep all convos age appropriate. I am a darkling by nature, which simply means that I enjoy the darker and spooky stuff in life. I am not goth, nor am I a witch, or satanist, or anything else outside of being a darkling. I am also honest (sometimes brutally so), and have stopped caring what most people think a number of years ago.
I wait for you my love. Swamped in the mire of bullshit, I wait steadfast. I hear the accusations from people who supposedly care about you-- telling me how terrible you are; how you have dishonored us both by being untrue and unfaithful. I read the inconsistencies and the holes in the stories, which only grow by the day. And while I think you made mistakes by not being as abrupt as you should have been, I think that is your only fault in this. And we are all human. I forgive you. I forgive you for that mistake and for the pain you have unintentionally caused me. I know you would never do anything to harm me-- I hear on a daily basis, the love you hold for me in your voice. I really do wish you had resolved this while I was offline, like we had agreed though.
Still Eric, my love, my partner, you are the one who makes my heart complete. You enhance and bring a beauty to my life I'd not known possible. You give me hope for a future I had thought was only attainable to others-- a family of my own. A place I truly belong. A man who loves me for me and who will be by my side through life's journey. In you, I know that I am no longer fundamentally alone, as I have even been among friends. I know you understand the things in my heart-- even when the pain is too great to give voice to them.
You are my guardian angel. You are the light in my darkness, the muse of my art, the keeper of my heart. I love you. I will always love you, and that will never change. I will always believe in you, and that will never change. I will always hold faith, even when it seems there is none-- I will cling.
I will scratch and kick and bite and claw for us. I will forge a home and walk a path through the fires of Hell itself for you and whistle a merry tune while I do it. You have given me your heart and your trust. I shall keep it closer to me than anything else, I will safeguard it with all that I am. I will hold and protect you and be strong for you when you cannot be so yourself. (You are my Superman, but you are not Superman baby. You cannot take on the whole world without getting crushed-- I know. I try...)
This is my commitment to you.
Oh and Mr. Buttenfield just called and I told him what you said about not killing myself to make this place more comfortable. He told me to "Listen to him. He obviously loves and cares about you, and it wouldn't be good to make yourself a basketcase or become more injured when he gets there". I said "Yes Sir!" and actually saluted.
So okay then, yes dear. You're right, if the place isn't as cozy as I think it should be for you, so be it. We'll work on it together, as it should be any way.
I love you Eric. I love you with all my heart. And I thank you for your love and your friendship. You are a continued gift of joy in a life that has been heretofore filled with immense pain. Thank you.
Well, you did it, you lied and cheated and stole from me... I hope you feel proud of yourself Eric, like a big man. Oh, I contacted a Mr. Sean Bennett's Ford Dealership number in Henderson. I also have contacted Western Union and will subpoena your ID number. I've got Ron's address-- and tomorrow, so will the courts. You're already listed with the police. And if I have my way, you'll rot in jail...
Just don't drop the soap, and watch that pretty mouth of yours baby... I'd hate to think of someone stuffing it with something unpleasant...
Thank you for your "love".... You are not an angel, you are from the bowels of Hell itself-- worse than Robin could ever be. You are a coward and a liar and a user Eric William Schaaf. And you've left a large enough paper trail that I will see you burn in hell for what you do to innocent women and their feelings.
Oh and a huge btw, you are so not the only guy who has shown interest in me. And no my darling..., I'm not talking about Alvin... You missed out on something special. I would have given everything in my world to see you safe and happy... I would have made you scream with .... oooh, you already know that don't you. Too bad you'll never "know" it...
Is there anyone he hasn't told he loves or is going to marry????
And this clearly constitutes fraud Eric... Good job dumbass!
Things I like, adore, or love:
Okay, the list is actually too long to list, but ...
· Dr. Steel!!!! (For Emperor of the WORLD! *mad cackle*)
· My friends.
· Listening to music, reading, writing, and otherwise thinking.
· Being as happy as possible.
· Laughter, laughing.
· Gaia and DragonFable (same username there).
· Cartoons and comic books.
· All things geek and tech except cell phones...
· Video games (esp. Realms of Evercrack: Champions of Norrath, Street Fighter 2 -the original-, Tetris, almost all games Mario).
· The random every day angels that come into my life.
· Cats... Kitty!
· All Hallow's Eve and spooky stuff.
· <------ Seeing just how long I can get my Wish List!
· The colors purple and black with silver mixed in.
· Trying new things, exploring and living life.
· Really good Chinese food.
· Renn Faires and medieval reinactment.
· Horror movies, sci-fi, and fantasy flicks too.
· The same types of novels, I love reading.
· My Irish heritage, which I am very proud of.
What type of Fae are you?
Take the Magic: The Gathering \'What Color Are You?\' Quiz.
With a troubled past and an upbringing on the streets you have learned how to fend for yourself through crime.
Click here to take the Supervillain Personality Quiz
There are tons of other things I like and enjoy, but you'll have to get to know me to find out what. More than anything, I wanted to make sure this list was at least a little longer than my dislike list. I'm funny like that.
Things I don't like...:
· Beggars.
· Scammers.
· Cheaters.
· Liars
· People who are mean for the sake of being mean or those who take their foul mood out on others.
· People who kick others when they're down.
· People who can't laugh, or who take life (and Gaia) too seriously.
· Drama kings and queens.
· People who try to make others conform to their way of life.
· People who judge those they don't know or say something is weird or creepy simply because they don't understand it.
· People who believe I am too old for Gaia.
· My back injury (hey, being honest...) And yes, I am disabled.
· CSS and BBCode.
· People who say "don't steal my code". Unless you wrote the language, it's not your code. (If anyone wants to use my code and uses Explorer, go to View, View Source, control-c to copy, control-a to select all, and control-v to paste.) Please don't steal my graphics though- those took work and most are untagged for a reason.
· People who try to troll me on the 'net. Seriously, my avatar's butt is NOT sexy. She has the same butt as everyone else's avvie.
· Television. I think it's evil.
· Elvis. ....WHAT??? He scares me. Badly. Him and zombies... I don't like zombies... Nor the Alien Illumanti either....
· Oh, and women who act babyish and stupid for the sake of being cute... Guys who act alpha male without knowing what it is.... And people of either gender who believe they have to be in relationships to validate themselves.
Things I'm Doing Right Now:
MY part in helping Dr. Phineas Waldolf Steel take over the world as World Emperor. Are you doing your part?
Current PS2 Game- StarWars: Battle Front. All other games, including Champions of Norrath and Baldur's Gate 2 are on hold until my love gets here. (Thank you for making sure you bring a second PS2 controller baby.)
Current PC Game- On hold until my love gets here and we get a second computer networked.
Current Emu Games: Varies with my mood.
Current MMO's: Gaia (of course), and DragonFable, which I'm addicted to. Same username on both.
Current Book- R.A. Salvatore: The Orc King.
Current Item Most Sought: Coco Kitty and two Ancient Katanas.
Or, you can always go to World Domination Toys and get me something nifty. What would I like and how many of each item you ask??? The answer is simply, yes.
Reloading my computer-- again. Then sorting through the mess. (My current chore... I mean project.)
Dream Avatar Goals (or Damn You TekTek!):
Total Value: 32,088,642 Gold, 6,000 Tickets
[Item Information]
Item List:
Gray Peasant Gloves
Card Shark Bands
Lovely Genie Silver Nose Ring
G-LOL Dark Mistress Skirt
Devil Tail
Demonbow
CoCo Kitty Plushie
Black Tribal Right Arm Tattoo
Black Tribal Left Arm Tattoo
Ancient Katana
Ancient Katana
Maid Collar Necklace
Nitemare Bustier
Alruna\'s Rose 4th Gen
Alruna\'s Rose 3rd Gen
Purple Body Dye
My Avatar Journal is here.
Will I make you graphics or a profile? That depends on what I'm doing at the time. The best way to find out is to ask me, but you do have to know what you want... I am not a mind reader and my crystal ball is cracked. Will I charge for art? No. That is not my way, but please don't claim it as your own.
Tired of the rat race and 'better than you' contest that doesn't seem to make sense? Does the world's sheer lack of robots confuse you greatly? Do you see the world's problems and wish a handsome and well spoken man with a goatee and a lab coat would just come and sweep you into a land filled with toys (and robots, of course)???
Are you tired of being told to conform and not to have fun???
...Yeah me too. This is why I would like to invite you to join Dr. Steel in his quest to restore sanity in a world gone mad by making him World Emperor.... with your help of course. Go to www.doctorsteel.com for more information (or click on the poster), or if you are mad about the wonderful Doctor and are searching for a guild of wacky, like-minded people, click this banner for the Utopian Playland guild.
Come to the Utopian Playland! We have cookies AND robots!!!
Related Links:
Toy Soldiers Unite: Join Dr. Steel's Army of Toy Soldiers.
Nurse Division: You get to be smexxxiful and play with sharp and pointy instruments!!!
Toy Scout Division: Help Dr. Steel take over the world, and look cute doing it!
World Domination Toys: Dr. Steel's toy factory of ....unusual items... hehehehe!
Dr. Steel, taking over MySpace.com: The good Doctor's page.
Dr. Steel on YouTube: Music, the Doctor, and music, and the Doctor and music and ..... does it truly get any better than this? And it's hands free, so you can play with Legos while you watch...
Visual Propaganda (Free Graphics!)
Live Events: With Pics!
Oh, and a really cool side note:
Thank you to my guild members for the promotion and trust! It's an honor working with and serving you guys!
When the crap of life calms down, I will return to the guild as co-captian. I'm sorry guys, but something had to give way, and the guilds I'm in were it.
Great Event Notice!:
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Much madness is divinest sense To a discerning eye; Much sense the starkest madness. 'Tis the majority In this, as all, prevails Assent, and you are sane; Demur,--you're straightway dangerous, And handled with a chain.
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