About
I am Me, really. Nothing much else, except a little unmedicated crazy with a heavy dose of confused. I'm an artist, a writer, a witch, a student, and a little bit of a whore. I am completely and fabulously queer. I can be unpredictable, but you can usually predict when that will happen. I am curious, and love to meddle, but I'll pout if you catch me nosing around your private life.
Personally:I live my life with a constant hunger. The hunger drives me, impossible to satiate. I feed it with learning, or discussion, or spirituality. If it goes too long without being fed it manifests as misery and physical hunger, which might explain my current waistline.
I have Borderline Personality Disorder, which has given rise to a number of other mental illnesses. I'm moody, quick-to-anger, easily hurt, and hypersexual. I'm over-emotional, over-reactive, and over-attentive, even to the point where I'll overlook the simple things in favour of the complex things.
I'm loyal, loving, affectionate and playful. I like to listen, I like to help, and I absolutely adore being cuddled. I'm honest, sometimes to a fault- I get myself in trouble with telling people too much. I will not lie to you, no matter how you might react or what others might think of what I have to say. Don't ask me a question if you don't want a truthful answer.
I feel like I'm endlessly in flux. I wish, sometimes, that I could stay still long enough to understand who I am, or what goes on in my head, but the best I can do is hold on and hope for the best. My spirituality is desperately important to me- it's right up there with family, and continuing to breathe- but I haven't the slightest idea what forest path I'm running along. It scares me sometimes, because it's clear that I'm sprinting with my head down, and at any moment I could collide with the wall that will knock me out cold.
I love completely and without abandon, and the best things in life are a good friends, better family, and as always, magnificent food.
I take joy in the world around me.
I like everyone, until they change my mind.
I have a very short temper and stand up for my beliefs.
I like to drown myself in my senses.
I have a fear of failure, so I very rarely start anything.
I have panic attacks when I'm forced to be around people.
Nice to meet you.
This is me.
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