3-1-09:D

Joshua Martinez, my love. I love you so much. I have no problem showing you my emotional passion. You are the most special boy I have. You mean the world to me and I will hold onto you for as long as I can. I've ******** up in the past. I regret it, I've hurt you and I feel hysterically bad for doing it. I don't want to ever hurt you again. If I do, I will be not only stupid, a terrible girlfriend. I love you and I don't know how else to tell you otherwise. You are special and your my baby. Ye our the only man I need in my life. Your great to me. I'm terrible to you. You stayed with me through thick and hard times. That means a lot. I don't know where I'm going with this but I love you so much. No can replace you. No one can really feel the way I feel about you when we touch. You perfect for me and I love it. I may not show you properly how much I love you. I do Josh, I love you so much. I never knew how feels to be in love. When I see you, you make me smile like theres nothing wrong with me. You make me feel perfect and invincible. Even when people say there is not such thing as young love. There is it's just rare and 100% true. I've found my other half. I've found you and I'm in love with you. You are my everything. You're me oxygen. You are my air. You are everything to me and that has to mean something. 9 months has to mean something special between us. You're the only person I want because I truly do love you Joshua Martinez. I love it when you hold my hand. I love it when you act like a little kid. I love it when make me feel comfortable and safe. I love it when we cuddle. I love it when you give me compliments. I love it when you make cute little faces and you don't even know that you doing it. I love it when you try to make me feel better. I may be depressed because of my disease and not having friends, but you need to understand that. I love you and I'm lonely and I want your love and I want you to show it and I want to hold on to me. I love you Joshua Martinez. I hope you can tell how much I love you when you read this. I hope you can tell how much I care for you. How much I want you in my life. I make mistakes, we all make mistakes but you just amazing. I can barely sleep at night because all I want is you with me 24/7. I want to be with till the day I die. I love you so very much. You perfect for me and care for me. Even though I may act like a b***h. I'm sorry for all the hurtful things I've done to you. I'm sorry so very sorry for anything that I've done to you that made you upset with me. I love and I don't want to ever lose you. I love you so ******** much Joshua Martinez. I hope you understand how much I love you. You make me feel special, happy, perfect, beautiful.

Heather Lynn Brumfield

Heather is this beautiful girls name. She can make me laugh and make my days go great. She's the only main person I care about. I think about her everyday of my life. Shes my wife//Best friend//Sister//Twin. Heather's my everything and nothing can seperate us. I hope we will always be close until times end. There is a trillion words and more to explain this girl. I love her so much, shes my everything. I can't stand to see her sad or mad. I only want her to be happy for the rest of her life. 14 years and almost 15 years now since we've been friends. No one can seperate us and our friendship. We met with legos, yes legos the awesome little building toys. Yes I know your jealous of our friendship. I could probably write a bible on her, that will never end. This girl means the ******** world to me and no one, like seriously no one can replace my Heather Lynn Brumfield. I hope we will live forever and become two old women with a million cats and shoot down children off our lawns in wheel chairs. I love your Heather Lynn Brumfield!