I love to write about myself, and I guess that sounds a little conceited, but trust me, once you get to know me, you'll see that I'm about the farthest thing away from being conceited.
xD
Anyway, I love Jrock, oshare kei, decora and visual kei.
People of course, call me a weeaboo and like to talk about me behind my back because of what I like, or because I don't know every single thing about all the things I like.
Sure, I like them, but I don't worship them and devote my whole life to knowing everything about a band or a certain type of music.
I have a life, people.
I go to school, I hang out with friends, don't expect me to know everything about something just because I say I like it.
:/
I'm not very attractive at all; I've got glasses, and boring brown hair.
I plan to dye and cut it soon, but I'm quite worried about the outcome.
I've got very low self-esteem and tend to be super shy in real life.
I'm nothing like I am on the internet though.
On the internet, I can be 100% myself without caring what people at school or my parents think.
And those people all think I'm a freak.
I'd say the only people who honestly understand me are Karina<3 and Ashley.
I love bright colors and fashion, ecspecially the Japanese fashion.
I admire confident people, and one of my goals in life is to be more confident, and I'm working on it.
It's failing, but at least I try.
I force myself into situations I'm uncomfortable in, and I'm slowly becoming more outgoing.
Very slowly.
xD
One of my other main goals is to be able to dress how I want and express myself openly to others.
But with people beating me down because I don't meet their standards of "normal" that's very difficult for me.
And of course, there are veeeeeery few people who will help me build myself back up after I've been knocked down by all those morons.
I've come a long way from what I used to be, though.
I used to want to just blend into the background and pretend I didn't even exist, but now I want to show myself and take a stand.
I wanna make a statement and I want to inspire others to follow their dreams, no matter what they are.
You only live once, so why not live your life how you want?
The only thing really holding you back is yourself, and you shouldn't even let that stop you.
When it comes to music, I say screw the language barrier.
You don't have to understand the lyrics to like the song.
If you really want to know the meaning of the song, throw the lyrics in a translator and spend a little time trying to decipher the crappy translation you get.
The only type of music I like is rock, though it can range from a variety of styles.
And yes, I do mainly listen to only jrock.
Don't ask why, I have no answer.
It's just what I like.
:/
Don't see why it matters to you anyway.
Everyone calls me close minded and stupid for this, but I don't care.
I don't call their music taste horrible, so why should they call mine that?
Stupid people will never learn.
My Music:
SuG, Tokio Hotel, Miyavi, Danger*Gang, Dolly, Chariots, Lolita23q, Exist Trace, Versailles, HIZAKI grace project, D, Phantasmagoria, the GazettE, Dir en grey, GHOST, An Cafe, Dolly, Attic, Vidoll, UnsraW, Ayabie, Saruin.
I love art, even though I'm no good at it.
I draw anime/manga style, though I wish I could do decent realistic portraits of people, such as Bill Kaulitz.
He's my hero and everything I aspire to be.
Well, without the lion mane and the fame, that is.
I love him to death, but I just couldn't work the hair like he does.
xD
Lately I haven't been drawing much...
I also love to write.
I have a ridiculously hard time coming up with story ideas and my own characters, so I usually just write about things that interest me.
Like eating disorders and metal illnesses.
I sound so weird.
xD
Don't ever send me a friend request unless I know you.
I hate random requests.
If you really wanna add me, PM me and ask or something.
If I've never talked to you, chances are I'll say no.
But you'll deal with it.
I tend to ramble on about things on one really cares about, which is the main reason why no one really wants to talk to me.
I'm also very opinioated, even though I try not to be.
People don't like me for their own reasons, and if that's how they want to be, I won't try to stop them.
If they can't accept me, I don't need them in my life anyway.
After all, I only live once and when I'm gone, I'm gone.
So why should I waste my life being around people who mean nothing to me when I could be doing the things I love with the people who mean everything to me?
Chit-chat. :]
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Those assholes. They all need to be pistol-whipped.
Same here! I heard it keeps your hair straight for 3 months.
Tiene muchas perguntas, ¿verdad? x]
so you not only probably don't need relaxed hair, but a trip to a salon would be best for you.
Salon? Pfft no, because....dare I say...I'm a "minority" they have box kits of "Perms" in drug stores for like $8. I would not suggest them, as you probably have virgin hair and these diy box kits are really bad for your hair, and the only reason I continue with them is because a) my mother has been doing this since I was 8 b) my grandma was a hair stylist, so my mom knows how to keep my hair alive even though we put chemicals in it every six weeks and c) your hair is probably categorized as "White" (So sorry if I sound racist here..;A
It makes my hair about a little less than as straight as a person with 'nappy' can have without going to a salon. I put olive oil in it (Miracles, I tell you, MIRACLESSS! Hey, that'd be a cool name for a PV *Goes and violently suggests to unsuspecting J-Rock band*)
DO IT NAO! D:<
LOL@ I'm not a robot, I'm an android.
I got my hair relaxed today~
It feels awesome.
Now to get some choppy layers. >:}
Your media not working
and how long it'll take for our parents to let us go full out
and hair
Is what we were talking about. :3
Please Vote for me *_*
And ask your friends to help!!
http://www.gaiaonline.com/arena/gaia/avatars/vote/?entry_id=100040523
xD~
Years?! ROFL.
Oh, and your media doesn't work anymore. D':
No, my hair's worse.
It's naturally "nappy" by most people's standards but its actually more wavy/curly.
I can't wash my hair a lot or else it becomes a static puff ball that breaks.
So I have to relax my hair, which as you may know, hurts it.
The only really good thing about my hair is that if I get it layered I could easily get it to stay in any position I want using very little product/heat. Therefore achieving awesome Jpunk hair.
MY ETHNICITY HAS SEALED MY FATE. SEALED ITTTTTT. D':
And my hair is boring.
...J mullets are the only ones that looks good. Maybe you could do that one "Should I get this hairstyle" stickie.
Experimenting w/makeup is the only way to tell what looks good.
I wanna do something out of the ordinary for me.
Alot of ghetto girls where I live dye their hair pinkisk auburn. Screw that.
I'm getting dark red, copper and auburn if I ever get a chance to go to a salon.
Then choppy layers with asymmetrical bangs and and an asymmetrical bob.
Quite a feat with my "black" hair, but whatevs.
Then when I turn 18, makeup : vk /scene style.
LOL. There were only like, 4 scene girls at my school, now there is only two new 8th and 9th graders holding down the sinking ship.
Striped skinnies = aklsdksjlfkzjaslfl;lsdkfds
Whenever I do something with my hair, I might copy Hiroto or Nao from A9, even though their hair is longer. Or extensions.