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      .[//*Enter Seri Dreams...*//].
      "Live. Learn. Love. Laugh. "


      Ello' my name is Seri! I am a lovely wallflower, and a hardcore GaiaHolic whom loves to relax. I love to make computer art , and have random adventures with my wonderful friends chasing ginger bread men, a very Gaian style yes! I am very affable, I am calm patient, reserved, and loyal like a wolf! Defiantly, a friendly flutter butterfly within the social flower crowds, and humor is my absolute weapon I love to laugh and to make laugh, says I. Oh yes I have fictional fancies Click the purple heart, Mhm my cup of tea, I say! My life is a small world, and I like it that way; I may be strange but you'll certainly learn my ways! Fufufufuu! [ Read More about SD ].

      »The Avatar: I portray my alter ego [ Seri ], my beloved Original Character , muse and Inspiration to anything I do. She is a Arctic Seraphic Wolf , a phantom of my dreams. Seri is a huge cut throat , sarcastic fiend.

      »Heart DataBase: Jin, Rini: concurrent trusted allies & defenses, no other record kept. .Comrades: [ Located ]. May the heart data never lose its signal.

      »I like to draw & be drawn:


      »Seri Roams:
      ◆ [ YYH Club ( peep! ) ] ◆ [ Electic Princess ] ◆

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      "We'll go to that hidden place."
      .[//*...Execute*//].

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Fallen in Solitude Endless Time

We'll float into a twilight prism through this violet vision, and may we fill our dreams of hope. Whispers of a Magician...We'll go to that hidden place. Umbra Veneficus~


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MisterJin

12/27/2009 2:46 am

MisterJin


You can borrow my Thimble's Tea Party if you like <3

MisterJin

12/27/2009 2:35 am

MisterJin


XD... you made me picture it and Hermit-Cat-Jin is funny

-noogies- I likes the Seri BECAUSE she is well balanced! <33

MisterJin

12/27/2009 2:24 am

MisterJin


whoo hoo x3x we're gonna have to simplify here.

Jin is Jin, and is a hermit.

Seri is Seri, and likes orange chicken.

@__@;

My brain is all deflated! I start going in circles when analyzing myself XD

but yeah... I am just replacing dominant with seme and submissive with uke... more so because its shorter to write DX

MisterJin

12/27/2009 1:48 am

MisterJin


XD yeah, it ends up being a lot simpler than it sounds.
I am just very set in my ways on what I do, and what I don't like seeing in a person.
For about six months I was feeling very anti-girls, and didn't want to become close friends with any.
And yet I was more likely to reach out to a few of my male friends, I kept my guard up. As of now I feel I got a few good friends under both genders because I allowed some time for things to settle, and met or got reacquainted with some really kick-a** wimmins.

I still wish I could have a genuine drag queen as a friend though, I think that'd be so cool *n*
but then again, chances are I'd not get along so well on a personal level XD

Alas... I've loss patience with both uke/seme people. They're good for eachother, not for me. Too tough for seme's, and too needy for ukes.
If the world just dropped gender rolls as a whole, which is impossible (AND I am not gonna wish for it because I am fine with it) I think a lot of the bullshit lining with the tough acts people give, or the selfishness people emit... things would be easier... I just think a lot of individualism would be forgotten.

MisterJin

12/27/2009 1:23 am

MisterJin


yeah I understand. We're alike with the sense we want to be strong enough for ourselves and others, yet still sustain a neediness for others to fill. I am hoping being in the Navy will get me to eliminate that neediness some, because a lot of it derives from biological needs (food, money, soap...)
But my other needs are company, entertainment and compassion, and if I could get that without feeling I am leaving myself open I'd feel great XD

In the days I had money, I'd get that by taking my friends out and doing normal things like taking them to the local hang out "Cheap Thrills" or out to eat and shop. I'd spend money on my friends, and never felt bad if they spent some on me. It was all untabbed give and take, and that's how I like it.

However it is being let down that has sculpted me into the man I am. My sensitivity, openmindedness and my independence, go hand in hand.

I don't get along with overly uke-like people on a personal level because they irritate me in a way... maybe I see them as a little self centered like they need everything handed to them... while dominating seme types ALSO irritate me because I don't like being belittled which causes me to lash out. I am lucky I am born in this age where more people fit somewhere in between... but I have no time to be vulnerable to someone who can't be vulnerable to me in return.

How is it fair to fight in a duel where one wears armor?
The fool goes without while the heartless keeps his on.

Shadow Nek0

12/27/2009 1:16 am

Shadow Nek0

Is everything alright Seri-chan?
I noticed you were pretty sad about something, I just couldn't figure out why.
Is it the seasons downs?
Guess what! I am officially married too!
MisterJin

12/27/2009 12:53 am

MisterJin


Well when I am in that ukesy moments, I feel vulnerable and weak, and I don't like showing my weakness. It isn't out of selfishness, self centeredness or trying to be mean. I am needy in those moments, but that's not how I want to be seen by most people. Its very personal things that get me to that state @.@

I got trust issues, so that's why I lean more on my dominating side. Mean... its simple to understand. I had many abusive guardians and now I gotta try and rely on myself. That makes me vulnerable in general having a very weak support netting for my life. I don't want to be coddled because if I were it could easily be taken from me ._.

MisterJin

12/27/2009 12:29 am

MisterJin


Yeah, no doubt I got my ukesy moments XD
I don't like showing it to untrustables though, if I can help it. I know I like being stronger and supportive, and thats what I'll always look for in return x.o;

I think it produces the healthiest of outcomes, and so people with seke-like personalities are practically the only ones I can truely get along with 100%

MisterJin

12/27/2009 12:17 am

MisterJin


but honestly Seri, I see you more like someone in between.

Mean, I don't want to point out WHY I think that, but you are so much a giver and a needer, that it evens out more ^^<3

MisterJin

12/27/2009 12:03 am

MisterJin


XD ooh maybe that's your new image song!

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