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this isnt just another profile, its part of my life now,
i wont be talking about myself much because i usally struggle with that stuff,
but i do enjoy writing poems, or blogs because it releases more;
besides i love the fact that complete strangers read my stuff & can kinda click with the same feeling. & IM NOT EMO!
ohh & im deeply inlove <33
My baby Nathan
if there was one thing i will miss it would be the way you laugh, and hearing your voice to make me get thru the times when your not around. i adore you, way more then you think. i feel as if i just lost my bestfriend, thats how being without you feels like. i will alwaays love you, love you forever and forever. i will miss you like crazy and beyond.
you are apart of me and my life now, nothing could ever change this. baby you are my everything; my all... <33 x
Somethings in this world cannot ever be described,
The world of pain can never be calculaed to the intensity
Everyone feels, but theres super natual things that seem
Surreal & fake, the only person in the world who believes
You is the one you see in the mirror, tears of fright becomes
A gush of rain and little screams scream aloud into ths world
Of pain, wen you realise your all alone and death lays on the
End of yur bed no one can help you. I wouldnt say this isnt
Real I know someone thats living in fright, the fright that lays
Within these words, once you get caught you will neve be released.
b O y : why dOn`t yOu liiKe me??
g ii r L : ii dO .. iit`s just ...
b O y : .. just what?
g ii r L : ii dOnt wana fall .. agAiin
b O y : thiis tiime iit`s diifferant
g ii r L : why??
b O y : because thiis tiime .. ii`ll catch yOu <3
If you ever had just that moment to just go back
And change what happnd about 1 hour ago? would you
Go back and change what had really happend? but knew
If you did people would have thought you were kinda
Going crazy, yet dont give a fck? and then you try and
Share something with someone and the reaction you get
When yu asked them if they did it is sorry? sorry doesnt
Fix everything, it doesnt fix anything!
I wish the world would end this trauma and end all of this
Suffering and just end the life of those who wish to be ended
Or just be left alone for the rest of life and its decisions,
Those stupid decisions we all fckn make and the ones
We all fck up on, just for once wont something that i
Wish for once come true and just end in all silence?
I dont give a fck anymore, im just going to let everything
Go and let my troubles; trouble, someone else; elsewhere!
Staring at the broken mirror that lays on the ground
Asking yourself if you deserve this life, slowly running
The piece of mirror down her wrist; gasping from the
Pain. With every cut is just a release from the pain deep
Within. Within the mind and soul the darkness has created,
But only created a room full of hidden shadows and
Unaccomplished dreams. Instead of fighting away the evil,
You resist and give in, opening this room full of darkness
It sweeps you away from human civilization and drives
Your sanity away. Feeling lonely and scared, all you seem
To do is hide away. The memories of your life begin to fade
Away, then you realize there is no light at the end of this tunnel.
I know your secret deep within im not as blind
As you think, the pain you casued cut me deep,
These are just unspoken wrods coming from within,
I always thought good of you, but you showed me
Wrong, I always thought forever was perect, with
No marks or dents, forever is just a word is it not?
But I now know that hearts mend once, for that pain
You caused me still lays deep inside and forever it will
Stay, I can see thru that shield of lies that uncovers
The truth, I might be wrong but words dont lie, but
If there was anyone in secracy it would be me, for my
Heart still breaks when I see the pain, if forever is
Coming to an end I woud like to put my soul for rest,
Getting buried 6 feet under will put the cherry on
My pie, as my broken heart is yours I will be at peace.
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