Secrets Within

http://www.wizards.com/magic/images/whatcolor_isblue.jpgTake the Magic: The Gathering \'What Color Are You?\' Quiz.

As has been seen, I be blue.
It is a surprisingly accurate test.
Blue be my color, so says I.


Now! To stop being creepy/annoying/insane

I'm a writer, working on about 20 assorted stories, probably more. I've got a problem finshing stories, and have yet to finish a single one. I hope to get an english degree and be one of the following along with an author: English teacher, Liturature teacher, librarian. Don't judge me. I not only am okay with slowly becoming a spinster who everyone fears and has way to many obscure pets- I'm looking forward to it.

My mothers Wiccan, my father doesn't believe in god in any way, and my brothers somewhere in between. Me? Well, screw that. What I believe is too complicated to explain at ALL. I'll give you a hint: Muses and Esums come into it. What are Esums? My own creatation. I feel once I came up with it, god(hint hint) snapped his fingers and said 'Hey! That's a good idea! I'm gonna use it!'

If you want to know anything else about my beliefs- well, too bad. They're my beliefs, not yours, so they don't matter to you. If I want to tell you, I will. Maybe.

Okay, random rant over, I applaud any and all who've read to this point. Yay for you, but no cookie. I'm sorry, my brother ate all the damn cookie dough-
Oops! I better stop before a Bubba rant comes up!

To those easily confused- and blond(Hint: I'm blonde myself, this is a joke)- Bubba is my older brother. While I have many complaints- I'm currently in pain at this moment from one of his 'attempts' to 'help' me- I do love him, and he does rock. My brother buys me random gifts, loves to see me happy, and is not only okay with hugs- he asks for so many I'm somewhat sick of it. So, if you have a brother- ha ha! My brothers better then yours!

Wow. I'm really random.

As you have most likely given up at this point, I'll attempt to get to the serious stuff for those of you with the persistance to stick around. And for those of you who just skim through and skipped all my nonscense- well, I'll be throwing in silly stuff to throw you off! I can be so cruel.

I am a serious rper, and though mainly I do one-on-one rp's, if you send me a link for an rp that's within it's first 3 pages, I'll check it out and get back to you. I'm always looking to improve my writing, so if you happen to read a piece of mine you find fault with, feel free to tell me all about it. If you happen to adore a piece of mine beyond belief, I ask two things. First- don't steal it. This hasn't happened yet, so far as I know. Second- while I like 'this is good' comments and the such, don't rant and rave about how good it is. When people do that, my self-estem actually suffers. Yes, I am screwed up mentally.

I am constantly looking for new and unique idea's, so if you've got some, feel free to throw them my way. At the same time, I'm a good bouncing board, so if you're stuck on something, or need help starting off a story or finding the write way to say something, then just tell me! I'm happy to help! Oh, just a question, how many people noticed that two sentences ago I mispelled 'right' for 'write' in a bad attempt at a pun? You did?! Well, yay for you. I'm sorry, still no cookie. And if you didn't, just went back and checked, then I'm sorry, I'll have to force feed you something disgusting now- scaloped potatoes! *shudders* iicky.

I can sometimes revert back to a childish state- as has been plainly obvious- but that doesn't change the fact that I can be serious, and that if my friends are to be believed, I am rather smart. Therefore, if you're stumped on something, I'll try to help. If I don't know the answer, I'm pretty good at researching, so I'll try to find it.

Now, random and obscure facts- I'm a Scorpio- me and my dad used to joke that when my hair was in a braid I had my 'stinger' and I would hit people with it. Fear the hair. My eyes are blue, and my hair is blonde. I ADORE blonde jokes, and am always on the lookout for new ones- nothings funnier then telling a blonde joke, having the person glance at my hair, then laugh nervously. If it's after 9, don't expect smart from me, and if it's after 10, don't expect ANYTHING of me. If it's after 11, tell me to go to bed, I need sleep. Fun fact- as I wrote this it was after 11.

Okay, all you people who were awesome and read to the very bottom of this page- you get something special! No, goddang it, it's not a cookie. I told you that already. No, blame my brother.

Anyway! This 'something special' is part of a chorus to a song I'm writing. It's really short, really lame, but I love it. It's also inspired by someone I know very very personally. ((Guess who!))

A solitary dove in a murder of crows
A lonely lily among the weeds
Through the thorns
A single rose
Beauty is in the eye of the beholder
But when one turns a blind eye
The beauty remains.

Feel special, all you amazing reader-people!