about me if you really want to no....

ok well im 17 .i like to listen to screamo ,rock,punk rock and some hip hop or rap.some of my favorite bands are my chemical romance,tokio hotel,hollywood undead,disturbed,slipknot,ICP,marilyn manson,i set my friends on fire,hawthorne hieghts,bullet for my valentine,5 finger death punch,brokencyde,escape the fate,breaking benjamin and good charolette.my favorite songs right now are my apocalypse,situations and the day i left the womb all by escape the fate. .i believe that im so messed up and so twisted and broken that no one can fix me. im the type of person that will let someone mess with me but when i get them back i nearly kill them or ill have them at knife point. girls at my school are jealous of me but i dont know why .my thing is that you mess with me i will or will not do anything to u but if you mess with my family or friends then you better have a spot picked out for you in the cemetary.i love to write poetry,songs and storys. they are all mainly about murders or mysterys or somthing depressing.almost all of my friends are emo, goth,skater,or have some type of depressed or crazy problem...and i have no desire to change any of them...what so ever. Right now im upset because my best friend in the whole galaxy (michael fittro) is moving and i will probably never see him again and im going to miss him like crazy.If i had one wish right now it would be to have him stay here and never leave, never leave me...ever. its going to put me into a great deal of depression and im going to cry when it happens and no matter what michael will always carry a part of my heart with him.~LOVE YOU FITTRO!~let me put it this way i see life like this"LIFE SUCKS DEAL WITH IT!"so thats mainly it if you wanna know more then send me a message or somthing.*_*