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Yo how's everyone on Gaia? My name's Joshua but I've heard several different names for me (Joe, Josh, Joey-boy, the Nude guy, etc...) It doesn't really matter what u call me, whatever makes u happy. For everyone who wants to know I'm 19 and I live in the southern region of the US. I'm just a pretty decent guy trying to get into college and make a living in our harsh world these days... Whatever you want to think about me whether it'd be something I did or said to you I don't care, I got other issues to worry about and I got my friends' problems to take care of so I really don't have time to be making arguments w/ random people. Oh and if I catch anyone screwing with my sister miyuki on gaia they will be ******** wishing they'd been dead a long time ago. That's the only time where I'd take the time to hunt down the ********... Now enjoy your day! ^^Well that's his words... actually i don't think i'll erase his account. I think this should be a reminder of how much he cared for the people he loved and how he acted and talked. For all those people who had gotten to meet Joshua, I think you're lucky. We were all pretty lucky. I'm glad that he was my older brother.
This is for you Joshua:
My light fades from my path as reputable memories melt into darkness.
Only a pale reflection of my true self remains
All emotion cast aside by my reoccurring fears,
Day passed without significance and disruption of my broken spirit.
Everything gradually loses meaning for I have nothing inside.
Nearing my world's end shrouded by darkness, I am unaware of the fall.
Stopping me, you firmly held me in your embrace,
Guiding me, protecting me from the void before us, becoming my only light.
With you're secure arms around me, you said,
"Whatever lies beyond this moment,
Doesn't matter to us now.
Regardless of warnings, the future doesn't scare me at all.
I will make sure
Nothing's like before."
I love you, you saved my life several times and now i can never pay you back for that. I hope you are able to watch me and Miyuki grow up. I know we'll miss you forever.
Rest in peace Joshua Hipolito Cruz 02/12/10
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You may be gone, but are never forgotten.
So glad to have met you, wish you could see how much I've grown, you'd be proud. You'd still call me a kid haha
At least you don't have to deal with the bs the world is now.
I would've loved to talk to you about it though. heart
Even though you are not here to see it. I'm going to say it anyway. Happy Birthday Bro.
Love you,
Mary~
One day we'll meet again...and this time lets hope it won't be with the leaf, but with actual clothes.
Blessed Be,
Mary
DAMMIT MIYUKI
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah
old friends
I dont even have pictures dammit
DAMMIT
Why Joe
why did you have to die
I'm an idiot
I loved you and your sister
and now your gone and she wont talk to me
dammit
I wish I could talk to you guys I wish I could I'm just crying
I met a person named miyuki and it reminded me of the old days
I'm so sad DAMMIT
I'm so hurt
Tomorrow without you here
Who's heart will guide me
When all the answers disappear
Is it too late
Are you too far gone to stay
This one's forever
Should never have to go away
What will I do
You know I'm only half without you
How will I make it through
If only tears could bring you back to me
If only love could find a way
What I would do, what I would give
If you returned to me someday
Somehow, someway
If my tears could bring you back to me
I'd cry you an ocean
If you'd sail on home again
Waves of emotion
Will carry you, I know they can
Just love will guide you
And your heart will chart the course
Soon you'll be drifting
Into the arms of your true north
Look in my eyes
And you will see a million tears have gone by
And still they're not dry
If only tears could bring you back to me
If only love could find a way
What I would do, what I would give
If you returned to me someday
Somehow, someway
If my tears could bring you back to me
I hold you close
And shout the words I only whispered before
For one more chance, for one last dance
There's not a thing I would not endure
If only tears could bring you back to me
If only love could find a way
What I would do, what I would give
If you returned to me someday
Somehow, someway
If my tears could bring you back to me
Merry late Christmas and early new years. I miss you much, I know you wont see this, but your my best friend, almost like family, love you lots.
I love you so much always and always will. You live in the hearts of lives you've touched. And I don't know if u realize it. You touched a lot Joe.
I love you and Blessed Be,
~Mary~