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I'm 100% real as it can get, ********.

If you wanna talk s**t about me being fake, then let's see your goddamn proof assholes. I am done dealing with fake ********, so if your fake get your ******** self away from me or I will call you out on it.

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Peppermint Orgasm on 11/28/2009

iWantCoke on 11/28/2009

Trippin' on Shrooms.

Hello, my name is Christina and the world is my ashtray.
All the struggles that I have gone through have made me the person I am today. I am honest to the bone. I try not to lie with every fiber of my being. I will love you no matter who you are. I know what it's like to stand in a battlefield and not have a shield. I know what it's like to have wounds that will never heal. you will never know who i really am. i am different and i keep things bottled up, i know that's bad. when i say things they usually come from the heart not my head. my heart tends to take the best of me. sad to say.

The following are the opinions i have, which i live by.does not mean you have to follow or even agree we all live by certain morals. I'm the one that has to die when it's time for me to die, so let me live my life, the way I want to. Do NOT judge me on what I believe in.

Drugs;
experiment with your mind,let you see the world blindsided. pure ecstasy does infact exist, all it takes is a little herbal bliss.as lou reed would say "hey babe,take a walk on the wild side".

Love;
use me for an hour or steal me away for a lifetime.i have now realized that love means many of things, some sublime,some come with short time.i have experienced both, all have come with great loath.once again,in this amusement park of the opposite sex i must walk this tight rope. all i can do is look up and hope.Hope to keep strong and not stumble head first, remember two falls do not equal cursed.now many of you ask "why would you put yourself in such danger?".well that's what happens when you give your heart to a stranger.two wrongs do not equal right. but two falls to cause you to take flight. so come on charming, woo me with affection you will only lead both of us in the wrong direction.i need someone who can keep me secure,i am suffering from myself, i need to find a cure. can anyone out there guide me to touch safe ground? my body is getting weary too weak for anymore rounds. i'm fighting this war against desolation,but hopefully ill soon have a salvation.
"It seems that anytime I 'fall' for someone I either get the wrong impression or I get used. Is telling someone how much they mean to you just to get in their pants worth it? Does telling someone a bunch of lies make you feel good? Does it make you feel accomplished that you broke someones heart and left it for dead? Feeling like nobody wants you is one of the most awful feelings a person could feel. Have you ever felt that yourself?" I know I have.

Religion;
religion has always been a very difficult subject with me, i don't not believe in a heaven where saints roam or a hell well sinners roast, i am my own savior,i believe there is no higher power then myself that there is no such thing as sin only doing what i believe is right.

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If you came here to start s**t, think twice before doing so. I am not someone you want to mess with. I may look all innocent, but truly I can be your worst living nightmare.

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