How's your school? Yeah, my school's pretty nice, I mean, you'll sometimes get the gum stuck to the water fountains once in a while, but nothing that bad. Our principal acts all primp and proper, and I heard he'll hide in the ceiling area on the wooden squares to spy on the guys in the guy's locker room to find out who's been smoking. Then he'll jump out and catch them in the act... I hate it when people act primp and proper....
But anyway, why can't my family be like yours? I've been trying to get my mom to turn off the lights for years, I mean, she can put candy outside or hand out candy but, she overdoes it every year, and then bitches to my sister and I about how she's stressing over Halloween. w-t-f? lol.
Yeah, I'm fine.. I've always been neurotic though, I get nervous easily. Sometimes I think it'd be easier to deal with if I got medication or something, but I choose not to. Ever since I was in preschool I'd get nervous over the most ridiculous things and it's Irritating. I can't really help it, and I wouldn't say I'm one of those wimpy kids, I'm just a little fidgety and awkward. Thanks for deleting the comment, lol, another thing I get paranoid about, random people knowing where I live.. I don't even like people at my school to know where my house is, lol. It's like it's some top secret thing or something.
Hey, it's been a while since I signed on, I wasn't ignoring you, I just have this thing where I won't go online for months for some reason. Instead I'll be sleeping or something. I always start school right after August 2nd or so and we get out at 2:00 on Mondays and 2:30 for the rest of the weekdays. Mondays shortened because of teacher conferences (sp?), they don't let us have half days anymore. Heh, I can't believe it's been that long since I last signed on, I can barely remember my first day, though a couple weeks ago our school won something and won a concert for Justin Beiber to come. Our school never wins anything, so I was confused, lol. I didn't even know who this kid was, I guess he's 15 and is on Radio Now or something. All the girls were obsessing over him because they think he's hot, so the guys decided to act as if they were gay during the concert, asking him if he was single. This one kid wore a rubber band around his head and shook his damn a** like there's no tomorrow waving his hands up in the air on purpose so that Justin would think he's not only getting attention from the girls, but that the gay guys were into him too, lol. I was cracking up, and I guess they recorded the concert or something, soo, I was hoping I wasn't on there, I looked mental.
How long ago did you start school? How is it?
Halloween's on Saturday, lol, I was thinking about giving the candy out I got last year, jk. That or putting on the front door
'Ate all the candy'
- Fat b***h.
Lol. I'd probably get a ton of hate mail for that though.
Sorry (once again) about it taking so long to get back to you. Yeah, I think deeply into everything too... I can't even help it, even when I don't want to, I do anyway.
It also makes me develop split decisions because I'll think deeply about both sides and agree with both to a certain point, or see reasons behind two different decisions..
=) Deep thinkers unite, lol. ----I don't know, I'm lame, lol.
But, yeah, night is when it kicks in the most, and I can't really do that too much anymore since I started back into school today.
But, what's up?
I don't know how expensive the trips are exactly, but I'm sure they are...
Yeah, I was thinking again last night, and I like it, but at the same time I don't. I overanalyze everything and start thinking that maybe I need to just start secluding myself from the majority of people in real life. You ever feel like everything you do you have split opinions or that you want to do something, but then the other half doesn't? I mean, even as simple as drinking in public, it gets ridiculous.. lol. Or just telling someone something so simple, nothing that's even personal.. Like, take the friends I hang out with.. it's like I'm either in the mood to relate, or whatever, but then I'll jump out of the mood easily by something that someone says that gets me thinking. Then I start to accuse myself that I'm just a puzzle piece that needs to be discarded because evidentally I don't fit well when that time comes.. But I won't do anything to fit in the crowd at all. It just goes as it happens and they seem to really like me. But I really like them, though the other half of me, when it's there, is uncomfortable. -.- I hope that made sense, lol.
Sorry it took two years to get back to you, lol. I haven't been online for a long time. Like I said, people have asked me if my nose was broken and I just looked at them, lol. No expression. Anyway...she'd ignore the crescendos too (the one that sat next to me), I remember they played our CD in the room from the concert we had, and all you heard was the band, and then the LOUD, HELLA LOUD nuisance. It's like she could stand alone, Lol. I died on the inside, hoping no one thought it was me.
I'm not in band anymore, but in middle school we'd just visit schools and have concerts there. In high school they do travel and sometimes I wish I stayed in band, but then other times... I'm glad I'm out of it, it is a lot of work. I'm usually tired as it is, but it seems like it would be fun.
I haven't slept at all today, usually it takes me till the morning to get to sleep. It's driving me insane. I'll think all night, about anything and overanalyze everything I did that day or the day before or the year before. Even if it's something small or pointless. Heh, sorry... I've been rambling all day about it to myself, lol.
She is, she is. lol. I played clarinet, and she'd yell at me for 'not playing'. My clarinet was messed up at the time, for some reason it wouldn't play very well the last year. I couldn't get it to make a sound. Though, she played louder than any of us, probably put together. Soo..I couldn't really tell if I was playing or not, because I couldn't hear considering she was right next to me. She'd also try to get me to put her clarinet back in it's cubby area so she wouldn't have to do it. She'd ask me to do a lot of favors too, also getting her a music stand--occasionally stealing my stand and wouldn't give it back, while laughing. Everyone would fight over them because there were the crappy ones, and the good ones. Soo, she'd steal mine since I got there earlier, lol. I ended up with the stand that was falling over and messed up and also had scratched marks on it that said something like 'Suck it'. lol. God... I remember one time in history class I was sitting there and she comes in and throws her hand over my desk knocking all my stuff to the floor, a lot of stuff too. She laughed. -.- Bad memories.
Buut yeah, I know what you're talking about from the side view, and when you turn in any direction really except the front. Mine at least looks really bony.
What do you play in band? I kind of liked percussion too.
It is hard deciding on that.. Nah, I don't like my nose on me, lol. I like it from the front view, it's just, the side view makes me look old or something.. I might keep it, but I don't know yet. Yeah, that one girl that said my nose looked like a witches nose was walking around the room criticizing everyone while going down the rows, lol. I don't know why, she may have been insecure with herself, because she was always mean in eighth grade to everyone and no one seemed to like her. She called me stupid too, maan, that pissed me off.. lol. She was the one copying my history answers. Everytime she needed an answer, it didn't matter who sat in front of her, she'd kick their desk till they gave her an answer. She also sat next to me in band. -.- Didn't go over too well.
It looks bad on me, lol. No, but, I didn't mean both of my eyes are droopy, just one. I like the idea of eyes that are symmetrical. Buut, back to the nose, lol. I've had people ask me if it got broken, my aunt told my mom she thought my nose was really big, and this girl said it looked like a witches nose.. -.- That was eighth grade, I think. I'm just really paranoid about it, I feel like people are evaluating it or staring at it. Sometimes I make an attempt to lift it up, it makes me feel like it stays that way for a while (don't ask), then people ask me why I'm holding my nose. Lol, that's where I got pissed. Last year I really wanted to get it done, but then this year I still care, but not as much. That's a good idea though, I saw this girl in this magazine that got hers done, she said she was really happy with it. I don't know if I should or not...
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How's your school? Yeah, my school's pretty nice, I mean, you'll sometimes get the gum stuck to the water fountains once in a while, but nothing that bad. Our principal acts all primp and proper, and I heard he'll hide in the ceiling area on the wooden squares to spy on the guys in the guy's locker room to find out who's been smoking. Then he'll jump out and catch them in the act... I hate it when people act primp and proper....
But anyway, why can't my family be like yours? I've been trying to get my mom to turn off the lights for years, I mean, she can put candy outside or hand out candy but, she overdoes it every year, and then bitches to my sister and I about how she's stressing over Halloween. w-t-f? lol.
Yeah, I'm fine.. I've always been neurotic though, I get nervous easily. Sometimes I think it'd be easier to deal with if I got medication or something, but I choose not to. Ever since I was in preschool I'd get nervous over the most ridiculous things and it's Irritating. I can't really help it, and I wouldn't say I'm one of those wimpy kids, I'm just a little fidgety and awkward. Thanks for deleting the comment, lol, another thing I get paranoid about, random people knowing where I live.. I don't even like people at my school to know where my house is, lol. It's like it's some top secret thing or something.
Hey, it's been a while since I signed on, I wasn't ignoring you, I just have this thing where I won't go online for months for some reason. Instead I'll be sleeping or something. I always start school right after August 2nd or so and we get out at 2:00 on Mondays and 2:30 for the rest of the weekdays. Mondays shortened because of teacher conferences (sp?), they don't let us have half days anymore. Heh, I can't believe it's been that long since I last signed on, I can barely remember my first day, though a couple weeks ago our school won something and won a concert for Justin Beiber to come. Our school never wins anything, so I was confused, lol. I didn't even know who this kid was, I guess he's 15 and is on Radio Now or something. All the girls were obsessing over him because they think he's hot, so the guys decided to act as if they were gay during the concert, asking him if he was single. This one kid wore a rubber band around his head and shook his damn a** like there's no tomorrow waving his hands up in the air on purpose so that Justin would think he's not only getting attention from the girls, but that the gay guys were into him too, lol. I was cracking up, and I guess they recorded the concert or something, soo, I was hoping I wasn't on there, I looked mental.
How long ago did you start school? How is it?
Halloween's on Saturday, lol, I was thinking about giving the candy out I got last year, jk. That or putting on the front door
'Ate all the candy'
- Fat b***h.
Lol. I'd probably get a ton of hate mail for that though.
Sorry (once again) about it taking so long to get back to you. Yeah, I think deeply into everything too... I can't even help it, even when I don't want to, I do anyway.
It also makes me develop split decisions because I'll think deeply about both sides and agree with both to a certain point, or see reasons behind two different decisions..
=) Deep thinkers unite, lol. ----I don't know, I'm lame, lol.
But, yeah, night is when it kicks in the most, and I can't really do that too much anymore since I started back into school today.
But, what's up?
I don't know how expensive the trips are exactly, but I'm sure they are...
Yeah, I was thinking again last night, and I like it, but at the same time I don't. I overanalyze everything and start thinking that maybe I need to just start secluding myself from the majority of people in real life. You ever feel like everything you do you have split opinions or that you want to do something, but then the other half doesn't? I mean, even as simple as drinking in public, it gets ridiculous.. lol. Or just telling someone something so simple, nothing that's even personal.. Like, take the friends I hang out with.. it's like I'm either in the mood to relate, or whatever, but then I'll jump out of the mood easily by something that someone says that gets me thinking. Then I start to accuse myself that I'm just a puzzle piece that needs to be discarded because evidentally I don't fit well when that time comes.. But I won't do anything to fit in the crowd at all. It just goes as it happens and they seem to really like me. But I really like them, though the other half of me, when it's there, is uncomfortable. -.- I hope that made sense, lol.
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Sorry it took two years to get back to you, lol. I haven't been online for a long time. Like I said, people have asked me if my nose was broken and I just looked at them, lol. No expression. Anyway...she'd ignore the crescendos too (the one that sat next to me), I remember they played our CD in the room from the concert we had, and all you heard was the band, and then the LOUD, HELLA LOUD nuisance. It's like she could stand alone, Lol. I died on the inside, hoping no one thought it was me.
I'm not in band anymore, but in middle school we'd just visit schools and have concerts there. In high school they do travel and sometimes I wish I stayed in band, but then other times... I'm glad I'm out of it, it is a lot of work. I'm usually tired as it is, but it seems like it would be fun.
I haven't slept at all today, usually it takes me till the morning to get to sleep. It's driving me insane. I'll think all night, about anything and overanalyze everything I did that day or the day before or the year before. Even if it's something small or pointless. Heh, sorry... I've been rambling all day about it to myself, lol.
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She is, she is. lol. I played clarinet, and she'd yell at me for 'not playing'. My clarinet was messed up at the time, for some reason it wouldn't play very well the last year. I couldn't get it to make a sound. Though, she played louder than any of us, probably put together. Soo..I couldn't really tell if I was playing or not, because I couldn't hear considering she was right next to me. She'd also try to get me to put her clarinet back in it's cubby area so she wouldn't have to do it. She'd ask me to do a lot of favors too, also getting her a music stand--occasionally stealing my stand and wouldn't give it back, while laughing. Everyone would fight over them because there were the crappy ones, and the good ones. Soo, she'd steal mine since I got there earlier, lol. I ended up with the stand that was falling over and messed up and also had scratched marks on it that said something like 'Suck it'. lol. God... I remember one time in history class I was sitting there and she comes in and throws her hand over my desk knocking all my stuff to the floor, a lot of stuff too. She laughed. -.- Bad memories.
Buut yeah, I know what you're talking about from the side view, and when you turn in any direction really except the front. Mine at least looks really bony.
What do you play in band? I kind of liked percussion too.
It is hard deciding on that.. Nah, I don't like my nose on me, lol. I like it from the front view, it's just, the side view makes me look old or something.. I might keep it, but I don't know yet. Yeah, that one girl that said my nose looked like a witches nose was walking around the room criticizing everyone while going down the rows, lol. I don't know why, she may have been insecure with herself, because she was always mean in eighth grade to everyone and no one seemed to like her. She called me stupid too, maan, that pissed me off.. lol. She was the one copying my history answers. Everytime she needed an answer, it didn't matter who sat in front of her, she'd kick their desk till they gave her an answer. She also sat next to me in band. -.- Didn't go over too well.
It looks bad on me, lol. No, but, I didn't mean both of my eyes are droopy, just one. I like the idea of eyes that are symmetrical. Buut, back to the nose, lol. I've had people ask me if it got broken, my aunt told my mom she thought my nose was really big, and this girl said it looked like a witches nose.. -.- That was eighth grade, I think. I'm just really paranoid about it, I feel like people are evaluating it or staring at it. Sometimes I make an attempt to lift it up, it makes me feel like it stays that way for a while (don't ask), then people ask me why I'm holding my nose. Lol, that's where I got pissed. Last year I really wanted to get it done, but then this year I still care, but not as much. That's a good idea though, I saw this girl in this magazine that got hers done, she said she was really happy with it. I don't know if I should or not...