Perhaps this was for the better. Life's pretty solid. Heading of to college and have a fairly healthy life despite what my mind likes to think sometimes. I can barely complain.
When I come on here I just change. It used to be a place of escape, but it's so different now. I know I'm in control of my experiences, but how this website has changed me has been worse than one could imagine from an RP-based place. (Haha...)
Perhaps if you wish to talk, a private message would be okay. I am not in the place to send them out simply because it seems I have no place here anymore.