About

My name is Maricruz but I like when people call me Mari. Here's a little thing about my self.

Before I say anything I just wanted to make some things clear. Warning: Some ranting and
meaness will occur in this profile.

First of all, I hate it when people ask me "How am I doing?" That's put a lot of pressure on
me because to me that means "Do you have a life yet?" or "Are you homeless yet?" Now people
ask me that a lot more ever since my mother past away. And I always answer "I'm fine" or
"I'm okay." Which in my opinion is a polite way of saying "Leave me alone." It's not that
I'm trying to drive people away, I'm saying that I am boring. And now I am not homeless. As
long as my dad and I are still alive and we still have money in the bank and still afford
to buy food, clothing, and shelter, we are fine.

Second, I don't do conversations. Coversations are for peole who have a life. I don't have
a life. I'm boring. That's why I hate it when people ask me "What you been doing?" Nothing
exciting ever happens to me every day you know. I don't have anything exciting nor fun to do
If I did I will tell you. There's no need to ask. The only fun things I ever do is write
fanfiction and go to Bingo.

Third, please, for the love of George Carling, don't ask me "Anything new?" This is my
life. All I ever do is eat, sleep, watch TV, play real life bingo, and take an occasional
walk.

And forth for the sake of humanity, please oh please, do not say "Go get a job." You think
I haven't tried? I've been filling up applications since I was 19 and I've been looking for
a job ever since my family and I moved to Rockport, Texas. No one wants hire of me because
I don't have a job. The only real job I ever did had was being a care taker to my late
mother's old bingo buddy who recenlty died in April.

So please if you ever see me on the net or in real life, please do not ask me anything of
those things above. Thank you.

Sorry for the rant, I just wanted to get that off of my chest.

Now returning to the profile already in progress.

I am a 32 year old female web surfer. I live with my father and I have two older brothers.

I have brown eyes and dark brown/black hair. Full figure.

I don't like insects (except for butterflies and honey bees), spiders, snakes, extremely happy people, interruptions, love, relationships, marriage, mushy romantic stuff, couples who call each other sickening sweet pet names, child and animal abuse and exploitation, chains (wheather they are regular or e-mail), people with evil souls, sports, racism, sexism, predijuice, players, opression, capitalism, communism, politics, doctors appointents, going to the bathroom, pain, suffering, getting my time of the month, people who have little or nothing on their online profiles who only ask me to be their friend so that they can gain points to purchace pretend stuff, and anything else that is evil.

My fears are death, falling, dating, and commitment.

My flaws are that I'm self-center, I stutter when I talk to people and I don't announciate, I believe that no one wants to be my friend, I'm a klutz, I'm a retard, I always think that the world revolves around me, I saying/doing things without thinking, my fattness, my ugliness, no balance, no intelligence, no mind, no heart, no soul, I get distracted real easily, I question everything, my lack of beief in God(nor do I believe that he ever truely like me. I don't think God even likes me. I don't believe God ever made me.), no focus, and I'm nearsighted.