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Gaia is the mob; an insatiable, unyielding beast that lives off the sorrow and mismoves of the admins and its own community.

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There is a lot to be said for 'honesty.' Ive always felt that it is important to speak your mind, and be as honest as possible in all situations. It makes things much easier on yourself and others, at least sometimes. Now, what people tend to confuse is honesty and being blunt. If someone says something that causes some type of negative reaction, or hurts someone's feelings, or if a secret is let out or whatever; people tend to say, "What? I was just being honest" or "Sorry, thats just the way I feel." To me, thats not honesty, thats just being an a*****e...at this point you have no regard for others, and care only about being honest with yourself. You arent taking responsibility for your actions, and instead, you assign the blame the some greater or 'uncontrollable urge' or necessity of being true to yourself at all costs. I've never understood the overwhelming need to not care about what others think. God knows, you shouldnt be ruled by others expectations of you, because you should definitely be your own person and lead your own life...But always know that any action, great or small will affect someone, some how, in some way. Interaction of any kind should be reciprocal, involve tact and at least a small amount of care. Dont confuse tact, coupled with care, as censoring yourself or holding back true feelings...situations should be weighed and taken as they come.



Now, dont get me wrong, in no way am I the ********' poster boy for being perfectly honest at the right time, all the time. I piss off my fair share of people, fly off the handle, am inconsiderate, hurt others, and on and on; but I'm trying, and constantly try to be aware of myself. A lot of people don't afford themselves the opportunity to be aware...sure, they're aware of how THEY feel, or how they think they SHOULD feel, but never aware of themselves, by making that small, but consistent effort to be aware of your experiences and how others experience you. No doubt, to calmly listen to that faint voice in the back of your head, but at the heart of yourself, is by no means easy. To make it second nature for yourself as a growing person, takes practice and patience.






























------------------------------DONATOR'S LIST-----------------------------

These are all the people who have donated to me in one form or another and I just want to extend a HUGE MAHALO to them:

* shiro_sakuranbo

* The_Masked_Void

* Nokoyo

* Sigl3

* Kairyu

* Frenchy McToast

* Palpurin

* SaneRayne

* Xemone


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Foster I

07/01/2009 7:28 pm

Foster I

Cool avi
Psychedelic Pyscho

06/27/2009 11:09 pm

Psychedelic Pyscho

INSOMNIA!!!!!
.___. I haven't smoked in over a week and already gaining insomnia back.
<_< but damn I have an anxiety disorder and I went off on my dad a few days ago.
T^T my buddy never answered the phone.
Deth Raccoon

06/20/2009 3:01 am

Deth Raccoon

Hey dawg I'm 60k away wanna hook meh up at least with some sort of boost to help meh get teh nano-c ?
Deth Raccoon

06/12/2009 2:17 pm

Deth Raccoon

Long time no speak Hawaiian homie, how ya hangn' ?
Pinoy16_iiBsyii

06/12/2009 12:31 am

Pinoy16_iiBsyii

dude i liked ur aquarium in cheat engine forums i played booty on ur avi 2day in this link http://forum.cheatengine.org/viewtopic.php?p=3667092&sid=7a797c2cf87f41dfbd76b1eec394a640 razz
TINSTAAFL

06/07/2009 9:22 pm

TINSTAAFL

Hey there man. Where've you been? I rarely see you in SF anymore. >.>
Maybe you actually have a life unlike myself? I'm currently looking for one, and have some options. There's Orlando, Charolette, this place in Tennessee that's a big tourist attracting place called Pigeon Forge and Hott Springs, AR. If you had to pick which do you think would sound the best?
Also, if you haven't yet, would you mind voting on my avatar in the arenas? I'm cutting close to winning this'n.
look a kiwi farm

06/06/2009 12:53 am

look a kiwi farm

Moro. D;
JammingDude

05/31/2009 2:21 pm

JammingDude

Nice to see another guild member selling the same items on the marketplace, gl
Huggiebear

05/27/2009 3:38 am

Huggiebear

tis called Runes of Magic. Kinda like a free to play WOW, but better IMHO. xd
Huggiebear

05/27/2009 3:37 am

Huggiebear

I haven't played zomg for months now. lol I've been off playing a new game..much more addicting and fun xD

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