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So about me? Eff, I dunno. I guess I'll give it a go.
I live on the verge of complete anger and godly patience. Much. Patience. If there is anything that life has taught me this summer, is that patience is all that keeps you from pulling out a pen and stabbing someone in the eye. My temper is something that I guess I'm a somewhat famous for.
I used to say that I'm outspoken, but honestly without mincing any words, I'm a b***h. I'm also deathly afraid of the word "no". Everyone doesn't like to be told no, but I have a FEAR of it. So I just don't do anything so that no one can tell me no. I sit at home and stare at ceilings. My brother says that I'm too good for a teenager. Truth is, I'm trapped in my own mind, my own selfish wants, and my own stupid fears.
I'm extremely jealous. To the point that I will sit for hours and fume over the littlest thing. I'm usually really good at hiding it because I just don't say anything. I'm also guilty of pessimism and being self-conscious. If there's a negative thought to be thought, I'm probably thinking it.
But I would also like to think that I'm a really good friend. I would always be there for someone if they needed me regardless of what I'm feeling, and I'm really good at listening to people's problems. It makes me feel needed, and in turn makes me feel alive. I enjoy it, relish in it. I would also believe that I'm impulsive somewhat, but you'll often find me sitting in deep thought.
I'm not going to say that I'm "different". I doubt that I am. I also don't think I'm anything special, though I have friends that would argue (that's just the nice people that they are). I would say that I'm the type of person who is endearing. You have to laugh at my flaws and focus on my good qualities. As few as they are, I think they shine brightly.
Speaking of friends, I have a best friend who is the world to me. he pisses me off, but he also makes my day every time I see him. He's witty and funny as hell. He's a jerk and high maintenance. He's OVER THE TOP, but I really wouldn't have him any other way. He makes me cry, he makes me laugh and I probably love him more than anyone else in the world. That probably sounds weird xDD
I guess for a quick list of hobbies: Reading, Doodleing, Coding, Chatting, Simming, Downloading, Gaming, Anime-ing, Fangirling and Gossiping.
Current Games: Oblivion, TS3, Gears of War 2
Fave Shows: Project Runway, America's Next Top Model, I love the *insert year*, Robot Chicken, SNL, Mad TV, and anything on The Food Network. Oh and True Blood ;D
 Romantic Roulette · Fri Jan 02, 2009 @ 06:23pm · 0 Comments |
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