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To you, the reader, my significance is just that of a passerby out on a crowded street, or maybe even a mall. You probably did not even remember the last person who walked passed you or even bumped into you. Better yet, perhaps I am even less significant than that. Chances are you have not seen me or even heard me once throughout this lifetime. I have a question, what is the value of life? Is the value of one life more important than the value of another? Is the passerby in the town just as important as your mother or your spouse? With all honesty you probably would not value the stranger as much or more than the person you are familiar with. With that said, why are you still reading this? Have I really captured your attention this far or are you required to read this? I am writing from my brain. There is only one permanent truth that will be comprehended from my words. The truths of today are not the same as the truths of tomorrow. Is that true? Could it really be that the truths do not change but the human does? Alternatively, maybe its just their mind?
s**t Happens
My cat died
My grandpa died
My family are bad people
My stomach issues are forever
My man betrayed me and broke all trust
My financial situation is hopeless
My impact on others is forever negative
My dream and goals are unattainable
My ability to make friends or converse is lacking.
My life is lonely and miserable and filled with one tragedy after another.

I want to fix everyone's problems
I want people to see me for who I am
I want to live again
I want to belong
I don't want to be alone.
I want his betrayal to be erased.

I just need to know that when things go bad or get tough, that you won't walk away because bad things are inevitable.

No more soft inner core exposed. I need to remember.

How to Hide?
Don't ask for anything. Respond positively. Don't show any negative emotions. Don't touch my paychecks. Don't leave the house. Don't appear to be sick. And most importantly, Don't cry.

I need Nasaya.

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