This week has been fairly difficult. We have been short staffed so I've been working weeks straight, and I must tell you that it messes with you mentally. I'm use to working 6 days straight and now it seems like it's months straights no days off. But add the stress that works leaves you and then home drama, it's seriously hard to keep sane. And it's weeks like these where I really wish I had a friend someone who I could vent to, or even someone who could help me escape and forget about my everyday problems and hang out.
My best friend Katie is far away, and we rarely get to talk, and I must say it gets lonely, and all my online friends have moved on to real life stuff. I spent three days watching all of Steven Universe just to keep my mind off of work and stuff, all that did was get my Aunt upset that I was watching cartoons.
It's getting lonely, and self doubt is starting to set in. Everyday I hate myself a little more and more. I just need a day off or a few to get my thoughts and life back together. It's getting hard to see the positive and I feel ashamed about that.
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