After realizing that those who are grand do not last, after realizing that my hopes and reams and aspirations are mere mites to god and the universe as a greater whole, I have finally realized that I cannot waste my life merely wondering what I could do. I must do. I must stop pondering, stop excusing myself from the responsibility that is destiny. I feel I was put on this earth to tell a story, to indulge in creativity. While I cannot say I am healed, I can say I may be thinking clearly.
Perhaps the greatest feat one can do is not the impossible, perhaps the impossible is what we deem it to be. Swallowing your pride and pushing forth with the greatest of goals and rights one feels they are born into is the most difficult thing one can do, I speak from experience. Carrying your destiny forward can be tantamount to swallowing the sun.
I will try to follow what I am meant to do rather than what is easy, for a time at least. May god have mercy on my soul so that I may join the ones I love in the next life, be it sooner or later.
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