well, my weekend hasn't been the best.. ******** long and i'm tired.. haven't gottin much sleep..
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wow i'm lost for ******** words.. my mind is just running around every thought known to man.. haven't seen much of my girl Onyx.. thats rippin a hole in my heart..
today has been ********, gettin in to a lil thing.. get so upset and nothing or nor a ******** way to get rid of it.. *blah* i just want Onyx to come on... to just sit down and chat with her, fall away in to a world where i have no cares just her... *blah*
one of the only days i need to get ******** high.. but i cant...... *just have to try and find away to buck the ******** up... maybe killin something in a video game or running down some people from my past xd anything to kill time till Onyx gets on.................
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deads, storys for a sad soul
storys i come up with to free myself from the thoughts of dread