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just a journal..
I don't even know why I try.
I have no friends.
I barely have family who care.
And I'm to much of a cry baby to change.

I submit to those who are mad at me,
because I cannot stand it.
I want love from people who think I'm useless.
I want someone to tell meh I'm being good.

But usually its not like that.
Its people telling me how I've ruined something.
or did this or that; how I get in the way.
Its me begging just to be hit rather, than having them mad at me.

I rather be in pain than have them leave me alone.
Why am I so submissive?
Why can't I be strong?

Who am I, really?
Why am I here?
Who gave me these feelings,
and why do they only bring me pain?

I'm sorry.
I'm so sorry...

I’m like a ******** dog..
a submissive dog..
who just wants praise..
someone to tell me I’m a good girl..
thats all i want..

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