Two months today and I still cry like it just happened.

I wonder if I'll be better next month... If I'll stop mourning her and just remember her and smile... yesterday went to the mall to buy something quick and they had a petting zoo and I just rushed past it to avoid looking at the bunnies they always have and they always seem to be white and I remember mom telling me to bring her there and give it to them, as a joke but now it's just a sad memory...

Tammy where ever you are...mommy hopes your happy and glad your not in any pain.