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Im a learning shaman/pagan/wiccan, bit of a mix free spirited person. Tried the whole catholic religion but turned out when I went to the church and school, those bastards made fun of me, so I am very happy I chose the magickal path. I honestly have
I am getting so tired of studying for my massage therapy test. Its too much for me now, I feel like I'm losing knowledge. If I fail the test, then I'll be happy doing the job I am doing now. Housekeeping at a nursing home. Austin doesn't want me to give up out of fear. He wants me to try to pass. I want to try to pass, but I'm just so tired. I know I'm gonna fail. I know I'm not the best. I only passed the institute and got my certification, because when I had a muscle quiz or test I'd study that day or the night before and cram it in, that way it was fresh and I pretty much memorized it. If I fail the test, I won't go after it again. I'll see if my co-worker can sell the massage table, and other massage items I have, on ebay and see how much money I get out of it. Of course I'd pay my co-worker for doing it for me. How much? depends, maybe 20-40 bucks. But, I would frame my certifications that I earned at the institution, to show to myself that I didn't really ruin my dream. I aimed for the schooling, for the education, the practice and I at least tried to get my license. And when I have a child or two, they can see that I did do hard work. But, it would teach them that they should try harder than their mom to achieve what they want to be when they grow up.

Anyway, if I keep up saving every other pay or at the end of every month put in about 300 to 500 bucks into my savings then I'll be able to move out of the house and into an apartment by summer time. I'd like to have 7k for it. That way I have money for first and last month, security, furniture if I ever need to get new furniture, groceries for the first couple of weeks, utilities, and while I'm still working, Perhaps what I don't use at the end of the month, I'll put away into savings just in case for emergencies. Maybe this Christmas I'll use the cash from my grandparents to put inside my savings too. And I'll be getting 50 bucks at the end of every month from a friend, who's daughter owes me 1031.00 bucks, starting January. So, I'll be putting 50 bucks into the savings every month.

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