Teppei-kumiko
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s**t happens every day of our lives and sometimes we just don't get a say in what happens because life can be unfair....

Although we cannot do anything about this; we can always cope with things easier than we think we can. Living with people who bully you, threaten you, beat you, and make you feel altogether an unwelcome'd guest in your own home, but you gotta look on the bright sides.

It may be hard, it may hit you so hard to the point of breaking down and crying and thinking to yourself that you think that life is not worth it. But you have to learn from mistakes that you make, you have to learn from anything that you may have done in the past that was wrong and you learned that it was in the end. You may have thought you were doing something good at first, but turned terribly bad in the end...

You need to know that life will hit you hard, fast, and unexpectedly. And you need to know that even if you feel as if you are alone, you have people who do love care, and want to support and be there for you.

I've been through a lot of bullshit in my life and most of it was because of my own doing...Or at least i like to believe it is..I tend to see things that aren't truly any of my bad doing's it's just merely other people being assholes.

and i am just too blind to actually see what they were doing, i over think almost everything i don't see the actual objectives that should be worked on task. I tend to skip ahead because it gets hard or stressful...In which i do know i am doing this and i am working on--

but not everything will be as it seems. I mean you could plan your whole life out day by day, month by month, year after year....But still what you have been planing and anticipated for life was never truly expected...

my father thinks that i act and talk a bit too formal sometime's and he wishes for me to act my own age some days...and other's he thinks that i am acting like a well behaved young girl. Honestly i think i should just take a break sometimes from social media's drama debates, and whats "in" and what's "out!" i think too highly of what other's think of me, and as a result i lead to headaches, depression, anxiety, low self-esteem, and basically thinking i feel as if i don't know how i've begun in this world, and i think more of how it will end very soon...

Although no need to worry for that, because i have decided to move on from those dark days of my life and to move forward to something brighter bigger and beautiful. I see myself growing up having fun with my boyfriend, going to medical school, become a pharmacist, eventually get married to the love of my life, and finally end into a happy ending just like the fairy tales.

I know that there will be many ups and downs to what i expect life to be like for me in the end, but i will never know truly what it will be like for me until it does indeed happen.

And although i know it will be a struggle i'm looking forward to what's coming ahead because,

"We're all in the same game;
Just different levels.
Dealing with the same hell;
just different devils."



What road do I take?
"Where do you want to go?"
I don't know.
"Then, it really doesn't matter, does it?"


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