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I am Kit
And this is a peek into what I'm thinking about, feeling, or doing.
So I was in a call last night
With one of my old friends/ exes. I'd rather call her an old friend lol, ex has a negative connotation to it. But anyway, it was interesting, if I had to sum it up in one word

Things change a lot in 2 years. Ppl change a lot in two years. Idk who I am anymore after all that time, but she seems to be happier with herself so that's good smilies/icon_4laugh.gif after transitioning for the past year or two, she's gotten cuter. It suits her more so I think that's nice

Although I gotta admit, staring at her makes me just a wee bit jelly ; w ; like, give me some of that height </3 I don't like being super small, and she's pretty tall so it's nu fair smilies/icon_crying.gif oh well

And I cringe a bit when I talk to any of my exes and they try to bring up stuff from back when we dated. So I had to cringe a bit smilies/icon_sweatdrop.gif idk, to me, what's done is done, and there isn't much point in remembering everything in the past. Plus, it was immature 15 yr old me so I'm like oh gawd -cringes at myself more- though, she says she was immature too but I think that applies more to me. I just get super self conscious when I worry about what ppl think about me emotion_smilies/icon_facepalm.gif can't help it

And I feel a little guilty when I talk to her cuz I've hurt her in the past when we broke up and somehow my mind keeps telling me what if she's still kinda mad at you or if it's awkward? But she said she was having fun in the call so... Idk, I guess that means it's all good? emotion_smilies/icon_facepalm.gif I'm not even sure. I think it goes to show how different things may seem depending on perspective

Anywaaayy, I don't think there's much else to mention. Other than me being slightly concerned since there was a story about some creep checking her out ;-; s2g, some guys are scary. (And I'd be lying if I said I wasn't scared of guys when I'm going out in public.) But I'm sure she's tougher than me so she can probably just scare them away. Maybe I'm just overreacting. I hope I am

But I think that's all I have to say so I'll just move along here. Bye~

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