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Meh against the World.
Just Another Stupid Song to make meh Think of You


"I Miss You"

Wait this isn't me
That you're talking to
This is a front that I put on
The Verse
In every song
In every word

And take whatever you can
The story's a lie
They fed us an ending
That left us alright
And this is the world
And this is the page

From a book I wouldn't read,
For goodness sake

And right now where you are I guess you're over it
But I cant see
How you without me
Could possibly make any sense
And right now all you need is just some time to mend
Oh well take all you need
But my sanity is forever riding on this

Spell it I M-I-S-S
I miss you

And talk a little bit more
So I hear a voice
And maybe you'll talk me out into the light
And Id see the dark and laugh in its face

And pray
Wherever you are
That this is the night
And this is the guy that Ill love all my life
And this is the song that he's waiting for

Oh and hes calling out the words
So we sing some more

And right now where you are I guess you're over it
But I cant see
How you without me
Could possibly make any sense
And right now all you need is just some time to mend
Oh well take all you need
But my sanity is forever riding on this

Spell it I M-I-S-S
I miss you

and hes calling out the words
So we sing some more

And right now where you are I guess you're over it
But I cant see
How you without me
Could possibly make any sense
And right now all you need is just some time to mend
Oh well take all you need
But my sanity is forever riding on this

And right now where you are I guess you're over it (I M-I-S-S
I miss you)
But I cant see (I M-I-S-S)
How you without me (I miss you)
Could possibly make any sense
And right now all you need is just some time to mend (I M-I-S-S
I miss you)
Oh well take all you need (I M-I-S-S)
But my sanity is forever riding on this (I miss you)

Spell it I M-I-S-S
I miss you


Next Year, I'm still here, It's not meh
It's a new year and nothing feels any different.
There is nothing different.
My heart still beats the same.
But this year has to be different.
I just have to try harder.
Try so hard it looks like I don't have to.
I just have to work harder.
Work until my lungs give way.
I just have to fake it harder.
Fake those smiles like they're something real.
I just have to pretend with all my might.
Pretend that everything will be okay. Pretend to be some one I'm not so maybe I can fit in and please the world around meh.
Wear my nails painted perfect. Lip always shinning. Skin always glowing. Groom my hair to picture perfect. Cover my scars and never let pain show.
Isn't emotion weakness?
I have to let the past go and stop feeling. Become what the world wants to see. No flaws. Emotionless.

Are you proud of yourself now?
You were suppose to be my Angel but look at how you murdered what I once was.
Now I have to fake every day so no one sees my pain.


Ruin the eMo
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