I can't tell why false hope comes in to my life so often. I don't need the lies... and no one deserves to be treated like second best. Hell is to nice of a place for the people who put others down. It makes my job so difficult. I still want to help people, see them smile, even if I'm down it makes me happy.Every time I fall this far my demon takes over. I have no idea how long 'till I come back, but I will hold out in that abyss for as long as I can... I just hope someone comes along and pulls me back out.