I feel like I'm in 3rd person witnessing the death of myself. My old self. I don't want to old onto the things that have kept me anchored and quite a bit of it is here. I've tried to leave before, but one or two things would always draw me in and keep me interested. I don't have that anymore, so I'm only counting the time I'm wasting. I'm wasting away, who I used to be.
I feel so different already. The same, but different. Not like a new coat of pain, but new insides. It all works the same way, but I do what I did before better and I might be able to do some new stuff, too. I don't think I can do it here, though. Gaia was a big part of what I did for a long time and it became smaller and smaller and I just don't see the point anymore. And I'm alright with that. I'll find new meaning elsewhere.
· Sun Jun 21, 2015 @ 08:37am · 0 Comments