Ahh, the end of summer and here I am on Gaia. I don't know what for. I just look at people who used to be my friends but realise they don't know me anymore. Haha.. Life could be better. I'm heading into my senior year in high school with only two friends. And yet, one of these friends live in a different state so I am unable to see her. Let's see.. What has been happening with me the past year? Besides discovering that I have Borderline Personality Disorder and severe social anxiety, nothing. My life is far from entertaining. I do nothing. I see no one. I try to make friends but my anxiety prevents it. Everything is s**t.