i've been having a lot of trouble falling asleep at night..
and it's not like im not tired.. i am..
but even when i close my eyes, i just end up lying there for hours on end doing nothing
and when i finally do fall asleep.. it's the sort of very disturbed and restless sleep that keeps on waking me up every 2 or 3 hours
it's so unproductive because i get randomly tired during the day when i actually have work to do
ya... i'm trying to study during this time to maximize my output..
but all this really does is give me more time to think about random things i really should think about
looking back now.. i wonder if my life could have turn out any differently
i always feel like i would be a lot more innocent, trusting and 100% less frightened of betrayal