Look, the reason I'm being a pissbaby is because I'm actually a voice actor. I work on fan projects. I've been spending the week prepping for my demo, which I ran through and recorded yesterday. The most common ad I see on gaia is advertising my own studio, for crying out loud.
I just.... I dunno. It makes me feel like s**t to know that nothing I do matters in the grand scheme of popularity contest circlejerks. I'm serious and talented and even on gaia that's meaningless.
So that's why I went missing. That's why I've been making myself scarce. I hate that feeling and I'm sick of it.
If anyone ever wants to shoot me a recording request, man, have the heck at it. I'd be glad to. But I'm not going to bother getting into a competition over it, because it's not about anything that would lead to me winning and so I see no reason to give myself greater heartbreak over it.
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