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a place to spew my day to day rambling
conflicting emotions
Have you ever felt excited in regards to one person, miserable and sad in regards to another, and generally happy with everyone else, all at the same time?

I feel pretty blue about an odd and sudden change in a friendship with my friend Tim. I want to say hi and chat because I super enjoy his company and he ignores my attempts. Do I take the hint and shut off my ******** factor (which is impossible to turn back on) or do I assume that I am over thinking things again(happens often) and persist as if nothing feels wrong?

At the same time, I reconnected with my old best friend Mike, and I lovelovelove my bff. Also some guy Irl makes me feel excited and nervous and unsure. I hope he likes me; all signs point to ... maybe? maybe not? -sigh- it's better than nothing at all smilies/icon_smile.gif

Everyone else makes me feel accepted and happy and loved and normal range emotions. (this sounds like an unimportant footnote but it's the most important part, this is what makes me happy or sad in general) <3 u guys

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