Because I evicted his a** (a notice) like 2 or 3 weeks ago & he's still up in there crushing organs, assaulting ribs & making it ridiculously hard to breath, or exist for that matter, day to day.
I can feel my feet swelling & unswelling now whereas before I didn't notice until I went to put shoes on, i'm not sure if my hands are they look a little fat but it could be my eyes playing tricks too. I feel heavy in general like I over stuffed myself at dinner of course the normal expected back pain is there, but now I'm barely able to walk either the pain in my pelvic joints is so bad.
I walk when I can to help things along, but so far only 2 contractions this month. I'm thirsty as hell what seems all the time (diabetes test was normal) of course this brings with it plenty of pissing.
Raging hormones, still hate the pets (annoyed bc of said hormones i'd never really hate my fur-babies), & wild, wtf type, vivid dreams...or nightmares if you'd like to call them that. Last night I was flying & still getting along with my estranged ex-bf/room mate. It was trippy as hell.
If I didn't say it in a previous post.... (well even if I did have to repeat to remind myself & ingrain it into the very fiber of my being this time) ******** having another one I'M DONE with pregnancy & childbirth. It's the worst thing ever to happen to the female existence & bitches be crazy & attention starved to be looking forward to it more than once!
Screw this s**t 1 was too many for my personality type & psychological well-being let alone 2. Oh no ******** 'dat I'd rather get cancer.
· Tue Dec 23, 2014 @ 06:43am · 0 Comments