Thats all I am.
All my friends are making out around me. I cant stop seeing it.
I Cant cuddle with you, kiss you, touch, you, feel, you, SEE YOU
This cant be healthy. All this... anger. anxiety. Jealousy. pent up, and still laughing, smiling, and being an idiot like its nothing. right?
I have SO many FEARS im TERRIFIED of..... but I dont want to tell her. I want to be strong for her.
I cant openup to her. Not again. Last time I did....
"I need a minute, Boo."
"Why...? Whats wrong..?"
"You..... You just..... really scared me."
God. Whats WRONG with me? I wish I was a ******** pack of legos. When they break....
Atleast you can put them back together easily.
God Im So alone. I smile... laugh... Drone it all out with music....
But its like a coal. it sits there. and burns. burns like hell.
Still so lonley.
· Wed May 07, 2014 @ 03:05am · 0 Comments