I'm sick of reality. I wish my life had a control I could rewind and pause at any given moment. I dont know what Im gonna be, I have low self esteem at the moment, Im scared my mother is gonna die. Not that she's on her death bed but...let me put it this way, my mom has always been the strongest person I know, likely to kick your a** whether it be with words or fists. Either way very effective. But she's getting old, she has arthritis, escoliosis( sorry if I mispelled dont know how to say that in english) and she has very poor eye sight, much so that she could lose her sight completely any given day. Today I saw her walking with a cane. It didnt bother me, as much as alarm me. I'm scared of losing my mother, she's been the only constant thing in my life, I can't imagine life without her. She's the coolest bravest mom anyone could ever hope to have. That is all I have to say.
Scary Psychotic Girl
· Sun Jun 21, 2009 @ 06:28am · 0 Comments