Its still weird writing all of this down, but my head can be a clutterd place. They say time heals all wounds, I think thats not quite true, not the way people think. The wounds remain but a layer of scar tissue covers it as a defense, to protect yourself, to keep the blood from flowing. I think that's were im at now, It's not easy nor hard to pretend I'm OK, becuse thing's are better, in some ways.
It a couple of weeks before christmas two months after I found out about the whole werewolf thing. The vet deaton clued me in on alot of stuff as well. About the wolves, and he's taken to teaching me, how to try and control my abilities, as well as useing my affinity for books to teach me things that could help the pack. There is a pack again, Scott's the Alpha, he's grown into the roll over these past few months, and I'v become friends with him, loyal to him as more than an extension of Issac, though he will always be my first priority. The same with the others, some more than other's, but its nice, to feel a remote sense of belonging. I wont do anything to jepridize my place with Issac, with the pack.'
Rose closed the book and lay back in bed staring at the ceiling, she still had two months before she turned 18, she'd had to sell most everything with in her uncles house, but it still wasnt enough, she'd been living out of her child hood home for a month now after the heartless landlord kicked her out. She'd become an outcast among alot of the town, a sign of bad luck. Even the unsuperstious had to admit her whole family dead half of them killing themselves, was odd. Her teachers looked at her with pity or distaste, like being an orphan was her fault, and her fellow students were worse.
They fell into one of a few catigories, the best ones avoided her like the plauge, otheres mocked her tormented her, and some of her tormentors, thought she was weakned, that they could take advantage of her, be it simply demands to do work assigned to them or worse, it was ironic that they saw her like a wounded deer amoung wolves. Since wolves themselves were what helped protect her. Scott had welcomed, Issac into the pack, and with some pressing on Rose's part, since she had read just what happend to omegas, he'd agreed, and become Scotts second, much to Derek Hale's counfusion, who was also apart of the pack, once he realized he had a place though, he settled, as did Cora, Peter was a wild card who both facinated and creeped her out, mostly the later. Lydia, and Allison were unoffical members, and it was Rose who along with Stiles had been given the job of clueing in Danny completly, who had not been nearly as cluless as everyone thought.
For now, Deaton became Scotts adviors, not quite an emissary, but still crucial to helping the true alpha. And Rose, rose abilities were growing, it seemed every time she had control of one aspect somthing knew came up, Deaton always came out with the cryptic bull s**t up, her mind was giving her more becuse her subcounsious belived it could handle it. Frankly, dealing with the worlds emotions was enough, things were a whole new level of terrfying. And right now her abilities to her provided little assistance to the pack.
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