Nibble, gobble... Hmm sounds so similar. I've had some whack dreams this week.
I was dating him and I threw him a surprise birthday party but he didn't show up but all our friends and family were there. Someone told me he was cheating on me. He showed up later and told me the same. I told him I knew all along but to leave me alone at a surprise part for him was a new low. The funny part was we were never a couple in real life but it felt like a real breakup. The dream ended with me driving alone along the coast.
The other dream was completely surreal. We were on a ship in the outer atmosphere. We were wearing those stupid jumpsuits doing the things space astronauts do and I was professing my love to her. I was telling her how much I hated space and hated the ship and had only come to be close to her. She, of course, was busy typing and monitoring and ignoring me for more important things just like she always had when we dated.
The last dream I had this week (so far) was about Sean. I miss you, I loved you, I wish you were here. You could have made me smile no matter the s**t I'm going through. Why did you have to go? Why didn't you call me first? I would've tried so hard to make you want to live. I'm not good at it myself but I could have told you what you meant to me.
I am alone. I miss feeling someone next to me. I don't think I'd even care if they cared about me. Another holiday, another pathetic realization. Please no more dreams.
· Thu Nov 28, 2013 @ 07:31am · 0 Comments