She was all like totally like her. All lesbian and achy knees and undertones of sarcasm and participation isn't cool so I'm just going to go off to the side and do my own thing. It was like being with a blond her. Which is probably why I was hyperventilating because I wasn't drinking and needed s'mores. Okay so it doesn't make a lot of sense but so it goes in my life. And then on the drive home it was all like 2am, full moon, smoke, acoustic Everlong. And yea. So. Yea.
And today was bizarrely beautiful. I almost don't hate Santa Cruz when I'm relaxing in my favorite spot. But I couldn't be home at all so I drove like 20 times today and gave in and rode the motorcycle and then gave in some more and finally went home. It was stupid. And now I'm here and I hate it. I really need a life.
· Mon Mar 31, 2014 @ 01:23am · 0 Comments