Ugh how did I get here? I am so exactly where I want to be in my life but at the same time I've disconnected from anyone who has ever mattered to me. I feel so much older than I am. I still want to be free and young and alive and I want to share it all. I look back all the time thinking about everything I've done and I'm glad I did it all but I don't want it to be over. I want her and I want you and I want him but he's in ******** prison or some s**t and she's in a relationship which is almost as bad and you're a ghost that lives in my brain anytime I want to be with someone else.
Why is it that when I have everything I want that I'm the most unhappy?
· Sat Jul 19, 2014 @ 06:03am · 0 Comments