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I'm so ******** miserable right now.I ruin everything.
I haven't wanted to hurt myself so badly in such a long time. I thought I was better from that, that it was just a thought that goes away because the idea of sounds unpleasant... But now, it's really hard to fight this. I couldn't just let it go or at least not voice it. Note. Had to run my stupid fat mouth. He hates me. He ******** hates me he's not going to talk to and he's never coming back. Not ever. Twenty ******** minutes of tears and I can't make it stop. I just want it to stop and go away. I can't. I can't ******** do anything. I hate myself. I hate everything about me.. There's absolutely no redemption. I ******** up.

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