last night i just came into a realization that i AM in love at my long time crush... after many months of thinking it finally slapped me on the face... i have long waited to feel how to be in love... its just too bad that what i have long waited would be wasted because he doesnt feel the same way about me... yes i am sad and a bit emo... but what hurts most is to see the one i cry for...crying for somebody else... i long to tell him face to face to get a girl friend already so i could finally fall on the ground and stand back up again... when he's happy, i'll stop hoping... but right now... im still falling, and waiting to hit the ground...