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W o w. It's been 2 years since I've actually posted in my sad little journal. emotion_smilies/icon_awesomeface.gif Boy things have changed in just those 2 years.. I lost my grandfather and my aunt (two of the most important people in my life smilies/icon_crying.gif), I went to college and then dropped out after one semester (let's be honest, it sucked), I can't get the job I want (okay okay, so I didn't try everywhere I possibly could but, that's only because I really want THIS job and can't see myself anywhere else), I lost all of my friends (I was stupid enough to think I'd still have them all around to have sleepovers and hang out and stuff but I was so wrong smilies/icon_cry.gif), and to top it all off it seems like EVERYTHING I try to do for myself, my family, or the very few friends I still have left FAILS. It's like everything is going against. It sure is making me hate myself more and more on a daily basis.. smilies/icon_stressed.gif