prepare to listen to my ranings..of dooooooooooooooooom
Well I have been gone since March 23rd 2011 thats almost a full year...details are unknown until i deem necessary for you to know them. But I can tell you this. This last year, was the worst year of my life. I was alone, afraid and worst of all I had my dignity challenged. HOWEVER! I fought my darkness I lost but at the same time I won. I found a side of myself i did not know existed. A stronger side, a better side. Because of what i went through this last year I learned that not all things are as they seem, you must look deeper inside yourself to find a true answer. Don't listen or believe all that people tell you. I learned that just because people are labeled a bad person, that they are not always bad. If they were a bad person they are capable of change or maybe they just made a terrible mistake...humans, all make mistakes. I was trapped, lost everything while i was gone and yet, my family, my true friends stuck with me and waited for me. For this i am grateful. I may have gotten a bunch of "things" for a Christmas that was postponed for me until February of 2012 but to tell the absolute truth. After what i went through. All i wanted were the little things, comfort, and the joy of knowing deep inside that i am wanted and loved. So for those who are on here and know me. Thank you deeply from the very bottom of my heart you pulled me out of the abyss.