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How to end the bedazzlement?
Ever since I left England, I can't get Aurelija out of my head - nor can I get Christina out of my head. It's really throwing me off. On one hand there's the new girl, that I most likely won't meet again in the near future and on the other hand, a girl that I might never get over. And both are on my mind very often lately.

Ties with Christina have already been broken. Would it be already time to do the same with Aurelija? Should I send her a message thanking her for the being an amazing acquaintance, say that I have a crush and in the same breath apologize and unfriend her?

I don't know what to do! What's more, I think the same should be done with Aiste. I mean, I like them both more than I should and most likely won't be seeing them in the near future.

What am I to do!?!?!?!???? smilies/icon_sad.gif
Wait it out and see or end it now?

Semi-transitional bedazzlement
So, my last entry was about Sophie and since then we have still been doing the hanky panky - even had a minor falling out where I talked about my "escapades" with hookers.... she wasn't too happy.

Since then she basically said that we are very different and that it might actually be a good thing. I kind of agree, because like this at least we won't get into a relationship. She might be a 7 in my eyes and I scored 3 points higher than I should have, but I stand by my opinion about relationships - they just cause pain.

I actually did go on a trip to U.K to see Helen, Ema2 and Aiste again - it was pretty great smilies/icon_smile.gif Not only did I meet a few beautiful girls, I also got to chill. Now back to the beautiful girls smilies/icon_wink.gif

During my time in the U.K, I met Aurelija, Aiste's friend. They are born on the same date, chill and just all around very nice girls. Girls that I surprisingly feel more for than I should.
Aurelija actually left quite an impression and after only 3 days around her, I feel very....attached to her. It is pretty frightening, really, to find out that I can have a crush on a girl so quickly.
She is a great girl though and it started out pretty much like with Christina. We very quickly talked about very personal stuff and I enjoy bearing her secrets.... what the hell is going on with me ? smilies/icon_smile.gif

In other news, I'm looking for a new job and not doing a very good job. I got caught in Game of Thrones, but no longer will I be doing that... what a slow and uneventful show...

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