I’m sorry that I’m not better for you.
I try so hard not to let everything affect me so much but sometimes it’s so hard. I know you said that you’re going to be there for me and you’ll take care of me but I don’t want to be your mess or the thing you have to keep fixing because I’m not that person, deep down inside.
I care so much about you that I want to be able to take care of you too if you ever needed me to. But here I am, crying over something that someone has said. I don’t know why I can’t let it go, I almost thought I could after last night but I can’t.
I know you said that I shouldn’t apologise for having feelings but I don’t like the way I’m feeling about myself right now