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hi im drako my thoughts my scripts STUFF!!!
My problem with writing is that I never have a real connection wit the topic. Maybe it just my personality or maybe something is wrong with me but itís always like it just so detached from the subject that I donít have anything to talk about. Or it that Iím so blunt with the subject that I fell that finish the subject in four or five lines with enough detail that there is nothing left to say. And then when I try to spread it out it just reads so dull and boring or I start to run out of ideas I try to bs but my bs sounds like just what it is bs. Maybe I have to open my self up more it like most people could talk about them selfís for hours. Me, I fell that my business is my business and if you donít know about it already then you donít need to know. Itís like every writing assignment is like a struggle for me. I could talk about video games all day long and I do on Gaia but on the subject of who did what, when and how it just a road block. My mind just goes blank and it sucks because I know that I have to do this but I just cant, I physically canít right a paper.

got to go to www.tektek.org to make my avi

i was sad when i typed my last post but im better now. hmm smilies/icon_neutral.gif what ever bye smilies/icon_talk2hand.gif

this is going to be a bad week. i just know it. it one of those weeks where you know that something bads gonna happen but u just cant point it out. maybe im just depressed. it like i have got this felling that everybody around me is doing so much better than i am. evey body just seems so happy and im happy for them. but i want to be happy to but i cant smilies/icon_gonk.gif i need better self of steem or to be more open and less antisocal. i need to talk to people and not wate for them to talk to me smilies/icon_stare.gif well im not going to do any thing stupid so i guess im ok. but talking to people on the internet isnt working any more.
smilies/icon_stare.gif i need to change my journal name it doesnt aplie to me any more

Im thinking about geting a tiger stripe tatoo on my back
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without the symble in the top left cornor

well my friends brother is a b***h 100% b***h. the guys 17 years old and he sitll crys to is mom to get his brother in trouble. things like this make me sad very sad smilies/icon_3nodding.gif smilies/icon_stare.gif

well today work sucked royley. my manager hates me. I dont know why she hates me she just does. I will be working in one place then one of my co-workers will come up and help me work on a table. the n she will stroll up and get mad at me for working in the same place as them even she saw them walk up to me. it not fair. she such a hipacrit because she will talk to the co-workers that are her friends and do jack-s**t she also threaten to cut my hours if she does then im quiting and that will be that. I wish she would just leave me alone because i like my job and dont want to quit but she is alone is starting to outway the good smilies/icon_gonk.gif

well i got need for speed most wanted black edition yesterday kinda because i wanted to get back at my parents but mostly its a good game. im board. i have to right a paper smilies/icon_sad.gif that was due 2 days ago. im so bad at writeing thing. i get to a point and just stop. I run out of creativity and and hit a road block. this sucks when the paper has to be 3 pages long and i getstuck on the first page smilies/icon_crying.gif . well my friend got in to a car wreck doesnt suprize me he drives like a maniac but outside of that life is great smilies/icon_stare.gif smilies/icon_smile.gif

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