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1wolfblades life.
my journal is about me and what is on my mind you may comment if you want but only if you are close to me.
this feeling...
Its so strange.... I should be happy. I have paid for a flight to see the one i love this summer. My dream that i would see her again almost is a reality and yet... I have never been so scared. Am i scared because soon either i will be in heaven or codemned to wander this earth? Do i still question her loyalty after all this time? Sure we may not talk alot and she never calls But... She still says she loves me, she wouldnt lie to me right? Goddess all these questions i ask myself as i sit alone weigh so heavily on my mind. Sometimes i honestly wonder what i should do....i wish it was all clear but i can't see far down my path. Does hope, happyness and love await me or am i a fool walking down a path which shall lead only to desolation suffering and sorrow. The two paths ahead are life and death soon we will know which one i choose oh so long ago...

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