So Christmas came and went, New Years, and Epiphany. Phew. Busy-busy-busy!

Now just to get through Valentines. Ack.
I think I'm going to have to keep E.J. so busy he can't pop any questions.
Dulcie says I should try to scare him off. I *wish* that'd work.
Unfortunately, he already knows how atrocious my house keeping and laundry skills are. Lol... Ughhhh...

I love him to death. Honestly.
But I feel like I'm not the one. I feel like I should be rooting for someone else.
emo
But at the same time, I'm scared. I don't want to run off like Mom. Cheryl.
I don't want to hurt anybody. And I want to be loved.
Is it possible to hurt someone by loving somebody?